~Random~

I just dun geddit arh.. Y some ppl like to discriminate otha family's traditions..? Also besides that, look down on the otha person's family when shitty things are happening..? Back den, was told by that someone that that someone2 will not look down on the family again.. N juz so it happened that history has started to repeat itself. Thinkin that with a simple sorry can make things be forgotten..? I dun think so. Saeing stuffs like - i wasn't referring to a particular person.. Hah..! COINCIDENTALLY, i was talking abt THAT particular person.. Sorry la that the family tradition is NONSENSE.

If eva one dae i stopped talkin abt all these tradition thingy, dun blame me. Or perhaps, i might even stop complaining. Dun even think of coming up 2 me and ask - who are u 2 me. Coz i'm tired of repeating. Thank u very nice.

Have a PLEASANT dae ahead. Whateva..!

Signing Off : The Kitty Who Is Not In A Very Good Mood..!

-/-\-/-\- My Immortal -/-\-/-\-

This morning, in the train on my way 2 werk, i was listenin to the songs stored in my motorola.. Randomly changing songs n also staring into space with my eyes still hot n puffy.. After a long silence, a particular song came to my ears n gosh, was i controlling real hard to stop the tears from flowing.. N randomly, i just wanna type the lyrics out.

I'm so tired of being here..

Surpresed by all my childish fears..

And if u have to leave,

I wished that you would just leave..

Coz ur presence still lingers here..

And it won't leave me alone..

These wounds won't seem to heal..

This pain is just too real..

There's juz so much that time cannot erase..

When u cried i'd wiped awae all of ur tears..

When u screamed i'd fight awae all of ur fears..

And i held ur hand thru all of these years..

But you still have all... Of me..

You used to captivate me by ur resignating light..

And now i'm bound by the life you left behind..

Your face it haunts, my once pleasant dreams..

Your voice it chase awae all the sanity in me..

Some of the lyrics does not tally with the situation.. But overall, it does lead to the very same meaning..

I miss you.. Alot... :'(

Signing Off : The Kitty *Sigh*

The Past & The Present.. (I Can't Think Of The Future For Now)...

Lotsa things have been happening lately.. Pretty surprises n also the 'OMG' kinda surprises.. Let's start with 'OMG' shall we..? I was late in my mensus n didn't think much abt it. During the fasting month, thr were some hiccups which i was down with a gastric pain that i neva had before. When i went to the doctor, he kept askin me when was my last period n when should the next one come.. I told him the details and such. As days goes by, i feel a lil uncomfortable n cranky every now n den.. I get hungry easily n i demanded for lotsa things.. HmMmMmMm.. During raya season, i found out i was carryin Smurf..

BF helped me with the research for the clinic he can think off. I was upset for the fact i couldn't keep it.. How to..? i'm not stable enough.. Fast forward - after the appt with the doctor, i decided to keep it for at least a wk before baby has to go.. During the entire wk, i played with it, talked to it, cried with it n even snored with it. Smurf was definitely close to BF coz each n every day, i juz wanna meet him n not wanting to seperate. Eventho i was VERY tired..

During the very last moments, i juz cried my heart out when BF asked me - are you ready for tomorrow..? Truth is - i was NOT..!! I was NOT prepared to let him go~ He was onli 3cm.. He was so0o0o small.. But i could feel how BIG he was inside.. He knew he was luved - alot.. But not much enough to prevent all this from happenin.. He wanted to stae.. But there's nothing we can do.. :'( During the whole procedure, i was aslp.. But then, Smurf gave me a pretty pleasant dream. I love you, Smurf.. Alot.. I juz couldn't stop cryin at nite.. I woke up, with wet face.. OMG.. I was cryin in my slp.

As for work, things are fine now. I've buck with my attendance n definitely - working attitude.

That's all i wanna sae.. My mind is all filled with Smurf.. And BF of coz..

Signing Off : The Kitty Who Has Burried Her Precious Gem Deep In Her Heart.. So So Deep..

During Ramadhan...

During Ramadhan, macam2 dugaan yg dialami, dilalui, diberi etc.. Starting jek, thr were some miscommunicationz n misunderstandingz back in e office.. On top of that, gastric started to attack.. Ouch..!! Me n bf broke up for a few hours, stuffs like dat..

In e early weeks of Ramadhan, me n bf head down to geylang to hunt for baju raya.. We found wat we like, but it was too expensive.. But in e end, we finally got it, in pink (not his choice of colour tone though, but he likes the design).. In e process of gettin one, i have to go thru his baby moods like, his rimas moment, rushing nak buka tyming.. Stuffs like dat.. As for him, he did his part to.. He entertained my perfectionist attitude.. As in, everything has to be in order and the same.. :) Mine is tailormade n it costed $180, while BF, for once, bought an expensive outfit n costed him $160. Take it as a reward that this yr, u fast whole-heartedly... :)

Work, same shit different day arh.. Each day when i stepped in the office, i was in e good mood until i saw his face.. -.- It irks me like hell.. Yucks..!

This morning, reached the office n got a disgusting email from the lead regarding half day might not be approved.. How inconsiderate can this leads get sia..? Blardy A-hole..!

Raya is juz ard the corner.. 4 days to be exact.. Mom n sista are at home cleanin the house.. Hopefully, mostly are done by the tyme i get home.. 2 more days and it's tyme for me to drive the apv home (with daddy as my instructor..) Hopefully he's in a good mood when dat happens.. :) And yesterday at Geylang, bought the family outfit n mama got me a gold pendant which is the letter N.. I'm wearin it now out of excitement..!! Hehehe..

N yes, i miss my bear bacen alot.. Like, seriously, alot.. All i wanna do is hug him tightly when we meet, juz look into his seductive n sae nothing (juz let e eyez do the talk), fondle with his hair when he lies down comfortably on my legs or perhaps, beside me.. Snuggle up with him, bury my face in his skin n get lost within, n eventuallie, fall aslp beside the man i realli adore, love n respect...

I Love You, Yah..

Signing Off : The Kitty Who Is Pissed With The Leads At Work But Hepi With Things Outside..

A Freakin-Draggy Thursday

Once upon a time, in the central part of Singapore, there's a lady who works for HP.. She's a Data Analyst n yes, she's bored... Lol.. I can speed up n do for Tuesday as well.. But dunnoe leii.. Mindset not at werk la.. It's misplaced somewhr.. At home maebe.. Or maebe, BF brought it along with him.. Up to date, i'm currently doing the apps for Monday's shipment.. Consists a total of 10 Agencies... Here are the details: -




Here are the BULK SUITES...

• ACRA: 18 (Not Done)
• MOH: 1 (Done)
• NPS: 11 (Done)
• PUB: 130 (Not Done)
• SUBC: 14 (Done)

Here are the SERVICE REQUESTS...

• MICA: 1 (Done)
• DOS: 1 (Done)
• PSD: 3 (Done)
• NEA: 1 (Done)
• VITA: 2 (Done)

ACRA & PUB are not done coz Leoni is still investigating on the messy apps.. Hmm.. Wat else is not done ehk..? Ouh ya.. The fact i need to call bf n check on him.. Hahahah.. Will call once i'm done updating..


Plus..! Today the gemok man kena scold by the Boss.. Lol..! It was a short entertainment though.. He eventuallie scolded him in front of me.. Hah..! Baik arh boss..! N yeah, thruout, Cik Gerl shared with me her marriage life which is in a wae, as bad as wat we last heard of her.. Haiyoh..


I am practically staring at the lappy with my sleepy eyes.. Hands are typing realli fast but then, i wanna go home.. It's onli 4... :( Faster la 5.30pm.. Pur-leash..!!!!


Signing Off : The Kitty Who's Eyez Are REALLI Heavy

Sleepy Wet-Ness-Day

Hi, i'm bored.. N you are..? Yes, i'm seriously bored n slpy since it started raining.. Plus, the internet connection is kinda slow n also, DMD is givin me a hard time.. Reason: Despite the successfull attempts in validating n importing, still, e application mappings came out blank.. 0.0 So, whr did the apps go..? HmMmMm.. Emailed the engineers n asked dem to look into the matter..

Secondly, in the morning, i emailed the boss n clarified with him whether on Raya eve, are we given half dae.. Till now he hasn't replied.. Find it not important..? Up to u.. If i were 2 send my leave requests later den the standard procedures, dun blame me.. But aniwae, heard that he's flyin back home for 2 wks.. So yeah.. I think he's leavin on Raya Eve itself.. Bz callin here n thr to check on his flight.. Still, at least reply the email la.. Wah lao..!

So here i am, glued to my sit, eyes forced opened.. Not talkin to anione n i noe that if i were 2 start talking, i'll need to clear my throat first. If not, it will sound like system rosak, u noe.. Called bf ard noon tyme n was definitely jealous that he was slpin.. =_= I wanna go home n slp la... My eyes are pretty heavy.. But den, when nite comes, nak tido susah.. Alwaes..! At werk, slpy as hell despite got things to do.. At home, as fresh as a daisy.. HmMm.. Typical human being.. Hahahahaha..

Gosh..! It's cold here..! Who the hell decrease the temp when i've already set it to a nice cozy office..? Neither too cold nor too warm.. Grrrr..!!!

K la.. Till den.. Will update if thr's anithing.. Chiao..!

Signing Off : The Kitty Who Is Half Awake.. (=_0)

A Draggy Tuesday For A Start & An Irrinoying Note Frm The Boss

No 1) I skipped pre-dawn despite bf called to wake me up..

No 2) I had a tough tyme gettin off bed..

Tsk..! He was actuallie hoping that i called him, in e end, it turned out the otha wae.. I realli couldn't get my lazy bumz off the bed for both occasionz.. Aiyoyo..!!! Woke up at 7.45am n forced myself to get off the bed.. -____- *Grumpy mode* Head for the shower n kinda took a lil longer time in thr.. Heh.. Wore my 2 in 1 outfit 2dae n suprisingly, i'm using my high heels afta a lo0ong2 tyme.. Heh.. The one with 3 straps n golden bucklez at the sidez.. N yes, terkedek2 jln.. Had a hard tyme balancing at 1zt, but after a while, it seemed to be perfectly alright.. Managed to balance myself in the end.. :) The dae at werk was.. Ok la.. Kinda draggy too.. Like yesterdae also lor.. Irritating arh..

Next, heard that thr are issues on PUB, again.. Jason is getting realli pissed with all this n saed that if we (Rachelle, Fecility n Jason) dun clean this up, he will expect a weekend shift n it's e WHOLE damn dae.. Aper seii..?! Mepek siak..!! He even saed that NO ONE is exempted frm this n all muzt come to clean this entire mess up.. Siak arh.. This tyme round ayah, ibu da takleii buat apape.. If we must come, den no choice... Juz prae the issue will be resolved n our weekend won't be disturbed.. Hopefully.. InsyaAllah..

Signing Off : The Kitty Who Wishes To Throw Her Heels At The Person Who's Causing This Mess..!