Updates On Me..

Hi..! I noticed i've been away for a VERY long tyme with no updates in btwn. Been busy with work, life & whatnots. Many things have been goin on lately, such as:

• The friendship between me & yaty is realli strong. It's hard to keep us apart.
• Aan now has a gerlfren & he kinda like changed a lot. Haizz..
• My relationship with the gerlfrenz @ work has fallen out. Miss Porky is still being ubber bitcy & i dun wish to have any other contacts with her except during working hours (IF NEEDED!).

I still remembered what me & BF went thru shit just to make our holidae werked! Initial plan was to go with Waty, Mimi & Aan. But Waty & Mimi backed out due to some family issues. Shortly afta, Aan backed out with reasons that he wanna continue study. So the money he has can onli go to his motorbike insurance & studies. The holidae was on 31st March 2011, Waty's bdae. I still remembered that me & even fell out many times in between the planning. I almost couldn't go..! But afta much2 planning, the holiday was a success..! We had tonnes of fun & indulged to a lot of fo0d..!! I'm realli looking forward to another one, if thr's means for us.. InsyaAllah.. :)

** Updatez On What's Hot & What's Not **

Soon enough, it's gonna be a month since I forced him 2 go.. Still, the soury sweet memories will alwayz be with me. Those lil hepi moments, those 'i WAN' moments, will be as fresh as it juz happened yesterday. Those pretty dreams that i came across.. Juz leavez me smiling the very next morning. I noe, Smurf is still ard.. I juz noe.. Smurf is there whreva i am.. I juz knew it.. :)

3rd Oct was Jalan Raya Yo with Bunga Hitam.. I waz sexcited lor..!! My ferst raya outing with Bunga Hitam.. Yeahoo..!! N me n bf wore our pretty CUTE pink couple outfit.. N when i looked at us in the mirror, we look like pengantin seii.. Hehehe.. Met Aan n Ajid kat carpark Aan n we head down to Mok's place at Hougang togetha.. Spent quite sometime thr.. More like some of the time was wasted while waiting for the rest to arrive.. The trip 2 e 2nd house was disasterous as some ppl juz intend to forget on waitin for the othaz, n simply left ajid, bf n me behind. We got lost along the wae, but sumhow managed to find the wae to the next house. Which was eventuallie, 1 of the gerls whom i hate. She's mok's NYP frenz i think.. But wateva~ I hate her. She's boastful.. I saw lotsa new faces like WAKA WAKA.. hahahaha..!! Lesbo~ Overall, the outing was splendid.. Many pix were taken n yeah, had a hell of a gd tyme..

For werk last wk, it was pretty fine.. I'm doing really well with werk n i'm hepi.. :) I've completed all the Mass Deployments for this wk.. Yay~ As long as i'm remained undisturbed, things will be ok.. Starting slowly to save my losses previously. I juz wan the figure to be 4 figures.. No more 3 digits.. This will be the last tyme i'm gonna use my savings on acc Sophia needs a doctor.. Well, i ride on her too. I noe bf disagree on me doin the bike.. But hey, juz this once k, ayah..?? I love her too u noe.. Kk.. I love u MORE~ :D So that's the plan for this coming Sat - to bring Sophia out for a trip 2 her doctor. She's startin 2 fall sick liao la.. Cannot delay.. 

I had my hair cut yesterday.. I told the stylist to chop off wateva is spoilt at the ends.. She did a pretty great job n my hair is now healthy n shiny~ :) Doesn't look as dead as it was before. Chop off the fringe abit.. Loike loike..!! Even bf likes it.. Did it at Defone salon @ Woodlands Mart.. Coming back next month to dye my hair at a reasonable price of $80.. Ok  wat hor..? :D

That's all for now.. Will update if thr's more..

Signing Off : The Kitty

~Random~

I just dun geddit arh.. Y some ppl like to discriminate otha family's traditions..? Also besides that, look down on the otha person's family when shitty things are happening..? Back den, was told by that someone that that someone2 will not look down on the family again.. N juz so it happened that history has started to repeat itself. Thinkin that with a simple sorry can make things be forgotten..? I dun think so. Saeing stuffs like - i wasn't referring to a particular person.. Hah..! COINCIDENTALLY, i was talking abt THAT particular person.. Sorry la that the family tradition is NONSENSE.

If eva one dae i stopped talkin abt all these tradition thingy, dun blame me. Or perhaps, i might even stop complaining. Dun even think of coming up 2 me and ask - who are u 2 me. Coz i'm tired of repeating. Thank u very nice.

Have a PLEASANT dae ahead. Whateva..!

Signing Off : The Kitty Who Is Not In A Very Good Mood..!

During Ramadhan...

During Ramadhan, macam2 dugaan yg dialami, dilalui, diberi etc.. Starting jek, thr were some miscommunicationz n misunderstandingz back in e office.. On top of that, gastric started to attack.. Ouch..!! Me n bf broke up for a few hours, stuffs like dat..

In e early weeks of Ramadhan, me n bf head down to geylang to hunt for baju raya.. We found wat we like, but it was too expensive.. But in e end, we finally got it, in pink (not his choice of colour tone though, but he likes the design).. In e process of gettin one, i have to go thru his baby moods like, his rimas moment, rushing nak buka tyming.. Stuffs like dat.. As for him, he did his part to.. He entertained my perfectionist attitude.. As in, everything has to be in order and the same.. :) Mine is tailormade n it costed $180, while BF, for once, bought an expensive outfit n costed him $160. Take it as a reward that this yr, u fast whole-heartedly... :)

Work, same shit different day arh.. Each day when i stepped in the office, i was in e good mood until i saw his face.. -.- It irks me like hell.. Yucks..!

This morning, reached the office n got a disgusting email from the lead regarding half day might not be approved.. How inconsiderate can this leads get sia..? Blardy A-hole..!

Raya is juz ard the corner.. 4 days to be exact.. Mom n sista are at home cleanin the house.. Hopefully, mostly are done by the tyme i get home.. 2 more days and it's tyme for me to drive the apv home (with daddy as my instructor..) Hopefully he's in a good mood when dat happens.. :) And yesterday at Geylang, bought the family outfit n mama got me a gold pendant which is the letter N.. I'm wearin it now out of excitement..!! Hehehe..

N yes, i miss my bear bacen alot.. Like, seriously, alot.. All i wanna do is hug him tightly when we meet, juz look into his seductive n sae nothing (juz let e eyez do the talk), fondle with his hair when he lies down comfortably on my legs or perhaps, beside me.. Snuggle up with him, bury my face in his skin n get lost within, n eventuallie, fall aslp beside the man i realli adore, love n respect...

I Love You, Yah..

Signing Off : The Kitty Who Is Pissed With The Leads At Work But Hepi With Things Outside..

A Draggy Tuesday For A Start & An Irrinoying Note Frm The Boss

No 1) I skipped pre-dawn despite bf called to wake me up..

No 2) I had a tough tyme gettin off bed..

Tsk..! He was actuallie hoping that i called him, in e end, it turned out the otha wae.. I realli couldn't get my lazy bumz off the bed for both occasionz.. Aiyoyo..!!! Woke up at 7.45am n forced myself to get off the bed.. -____- *Grumpy mode* Head for the shower n kinda took a lil longer time in thr.. Heh.. Wore my 2 in 1 outfit 2dae n suprisingly, i'm using my high heels afta a lo0ong2 tyme.. Heh.. The one with 3 straps n golden bucklez at the sidez.. N yes, terkedek2 jln.. Had a hard tyme balancing at 1zt, but after a while, it seemed to be perfectly alright.. Managed to balance myself in the end.. :) The dae at werk was.. Ok la.. Kinda draggy too.. Like yesterdae also lor.. Irritating arh..

Next, heard that thr are issues on PUB, again.. Jason is getting realli pissed with all this n saed that if we (Rachelle, Fecility n Jason) dun clean this up, he will expect a weekend shift n it's e WHOLE damn dae.. Aper seii..?! Mepek siak..!! He even saed that NO ONE is exempted frm this n all muzt come to clean this entire mess up.. Siak arh.. This tyme round ayah, ibu da takleii buat apape.. If we must come, den no choice... Juz prae the issue will be resolved n our weekend won't be disturbed.. Hopefully.. InsyaAllah..

Signing Off : The Kitty Who Wishes To Throw Her Heels At The Person Who's Causing This Mess..!

1st Day Of Puasa = Bad Wednesday

So here's the story..

Today was the beginning of Ramadhan and as Muslims, it's a must for us to fast unless we aren't allowed to and on the otha hand, it's a common practice to fast from everything else.. Such as thinking negative, seeing or looking at things which aren't supposed to be looked at, mind wat u sae n think before u act.. The key factor is to have lots n lots of patience..

Reached work today and was praying real hard, hoping to have a smooth month ahead with no stress n such.. Even if thr was, try 2 kip it 2 a minimal level.. Once i switched on the pc, the gemok man started to bomb me with an email which is - i can sae: kinda stupid though.. Even the lady asked me stupid question.. I mean, it's pretty obvious what each colour means.. I just shoot directly at her n asked her y things are getting more n more confusing..? She saed it was due to agencies coming back to us with missing apps.. Like hello, the missing ones are yellow-coloured apps - which are manual... Initallie, i admit i hated the idea of DMD.. But now everything's fine already.. Y make it worst by implementing more work n confusion..? My task is a 1-Woman show.. I do it my wae, as long as it's all correct..! Y must u keep bugging me..?! True enuff, i jus stormed out of the door n straight to the toilet n called BF.. Along the wae, i started to cry...

Bf told me to relax and he wanted to hear the story.. And so i told him, which in a wae, it almost ended up in a heated argument between the 2 of us.. I kept telling him i wanna go home, n he saed just go.. But the thing is, i'll neva be allowed to go n the problem is, i'm not brave enough to just go.. In a wae, i hate to leave things behind - undone.. So back into the room, i continued with my work in my own world.. I neva talked to anibody n buried myself deeply in my work.. In between, i diverted my attention to FB as my means of short break.. I didn't even go to the toilet to pee after that.. I just stay glued to my seat.. N yes, the fone was silent since the time i called him.. He didn't even msg me how m i n stuffs.. Bz..? Maebe.. Could be...

As of now, i'm done with most for Thursdae.. I can eventuallie start for Friday, but i would like to take it slow.. 1hr n 25mins more to go before i can finally leave this hell hole~

Singing Off : The Kitty Who Not Onli Had A Bad Day But Part Of Her Pahala Has Already Went Down

My Cold Wet-Ness-Day

After i left the shower in the morning, i noticed the skiez doesn't lo0k so g0od.. True enuff, it was cloudy.. Pretty dark out thr.. How lovely if i could just slp the dae awae.. But na-ah.. I've changed my mindset.. I'm gonna kip up with work before it kips up with me.. N yeah, i can see now i'm pretty good with the apps.. No more complaints on my side.. InsyaAllah, all this will go sm0othly each n every day.. :) Btw, Joanne didn't turn up for work today as she called in sick.. Left home, the rain's pretty heavy.. Thank go0dness there's shelter all the wae to the bustop.. At least i dun hafta carry my ella with me.. The onli part that was wet was basically my feet n part of the dress..

When i reached the office, was told by Jason that IDA are coming.. Doing a security check n we'll hafta tidy up the place.. So, it's just me n Rachelle who does the cleaning since Dawn is awae in the warehouse.. The shitty part was, i planned to leave for lunch at 12.30pm.... But that damn blardy asshole decided to hold an abrupt meeting at that tyme..! Wat e hell..?! Despite it doesn't really concerns me since he wazn't putting his attention towards me, but den, wanna leave the place just like dat oso not nice mah.. Dawn n i were practically grumbling to each otha thru the communicator.. At 1pm, i juz pte chat with Rachelle n told her that i'm leaving for lunch no matter wat.. I haf gastritis, mind u..!

Lunch wat at Blk 92 thr, where i had marinara.. Yessa..! The indulgence to a plate of pasta with extra scallop... Ouh yeah~ While waiting, Dawn played with my hp n i just sit n looked at her.. Kinda funny when she gets so0o stressed up into finding the difference.. Hahahahah.. She sure enjoied herself with the game.. She browsed thru all the apps n such.. Can tell she realli loves my fone - ALOT.. Heee..

Back in the office, werk was as per normal.. Did all that was this wk n haf since started for next Tuesdae.. The go0d news is, my worst nightmare is ova... Did the PUB together with Rachelle.. Yay~ Kinda spent the dae takin my own swit tyme gettin the apps done.... :)

A few more mins n i'm off to meet my one n onli hunnie bunnie bear bacen.. Macam2 namer btol aku kasi dier ehk..? Yg penting, he's the HUBBY.. Nyeh~ Luv u, yah.. Can't wait 2 meet u.... Uwee~~

Signing Off : The Kitty Who Is Contented With Her Work

What's Hot & What's Not

Ola.. Let's backtrack wae down to last Thursdae.. HmMmMm.. Initiallie, the plan was to stae at werk late n finish all the assignments given, till bf popped the idea of bringing helmet in which he could've fetched me from werk, after he finished his.. He was stationed at Central that dae.. So after a long tot, hmm... Y not i go home n get my helmet then..? He disagreed once on this issue, but i told him that i wanna go shopping.. Maebe shop for some clothez for Sat.. :) In between, there was a so0n-2-be major fight when i was at home n in the cab, but i managed to tone it down back n met him at Central Fire Station... Head down to Wheelock whr he parked his bike n we walked down to Far East Plaza.. We went from shops to shops n still we couldn't find wat we want.. Even if thr was, it's basically solo, not couple wear.. -___- In the end, we bought the Mr Men & Lil Miss tops at the basement which costed him $23 total... His was Mr Grumpy.. Mine was supposed to be Lil Miss Stubborn, but i already have it.. There was no Lil Miss Attitude coz it doesn't exist.. So he got me Lil Miss Naughty.. Heh~We had a focused dinner at KFC.. Both of us were pretty starved by den.. & it was already like 9.30pm or 9.45pm.. After dinner, we walked back to the bike n head home..

Fridae was a dae full of things to do.. BF went for the interview which turned out that it was not realli wat he wanted.. The pae was pretty low.. After that, went to his bike shop near Queenswae Shopping Centre to settle his installment, insurance n road tax.. Next was to Everbright to change his spocket n chain... He's realli hepi with the new one n when he brakes, it makes a c0ol noize.. Heh.. Lunch was at e canteen.. After that, head down to Motor World whr there was enader disappointment - there were no tank bags for him. Aww.. We got ourselves the head cover n visor cleaner.. Ouh..!! I saw the Venecia full faced helmet in pink!! Trade in with my old Hyper Blade n all i need to do is to top up $100..!! Then, went to Kedai Anak Aunty n got ourselves new stickerz n new helmets from Regina.. :) After that, head home, put the tings n left for Woodlands lamer.. Thr, i bought myself the a jacket.. Finally, i own a bike's jacket..

 At night was very explosive... I was pretty upset that he forgotten abt me.. So, i buried myself deep in my games coz that was e onli 'fren' i had.. Apparently, he did noticed my face n asked me wat was wrong.. I jus saed 'nothing'.. I dun wan talk abt it.. On the bike, he rode like nobody's bisness.. N i jus shouted at him that i will jump.. Like seriously, i WILL jump.. Watever happenz, happenz arh.. He stopped by the bus stop n asked me wat was wrong.. I juz shouted at him in the moment of anger.. After in which he saed he gave up, i juz took a cab home, leaving him behind.. I looked back, n slowly seeing him gettin smaller n smaller frm my sight..

Back under my blk, when we met again, he wanted to return back his ring.. After so many failed attempts, i took it n placed it back onto his finger. That's whr it belonged.. It has his name on it.. It has already been sealed.. Nothing's n no one's gonna take that place.. I love him alot, i really do... I'm sucha Self-Centered-Attitude-Demanding-Annoying-Attention-Seeking lady.. Pfft..!

Saturdae, went to do my hair.. It costs $110 + $18 for the hair cream.. Cheap... :) It took ard 2 hours to finally get it done.. After which, head down to Woodlands Mart & bf got his hair cut.. Another dae of disappointment.. The hairdresser kinda like anyhow cut his hair, n he left the shop with a black face.. Tsk! Had lunch there.. I had mee hoon goreng no veggie add big2 meat, while he had a mixture of mee goreng+kwae teow, both mata lembu.. I ordered chicken wings as sides.. :) Back at home, we get down to business n do up the helmets.. It was more like he did the waxing n cleaning, which took 30mins per helmet.. Heheheh.. I proceeded with painting my nailz orange in colour.. Yes, he lovez the colour.. He lovez the hair.. He lovez everything arh.. Hehehehe...

At night, went to Nabins n had our shisha session.. The sugee is nice!!!!! Cocoa powder n almonds.. Oh lazatnyer..!!!! Den head down to Marina Barrage n chill out for a while before we decided to seperate with the rest.. They're planning to chill out at Yishun Dam.. Bf saw me realli sleepy, so he decided to go home.. So sweet of him.. Summore, it was already like 3am.. (-_-)zz

Sundae was filled up with the continue of cleaning the helmets n pasting of stickers.. :) It was indeed, a peaceful Sundae for the both of us..

I Love You, Yah... Muakz~!

Signing Off : The Kitty Who Wishes Her Week Will Be As Peaceful As Sunday.. :)

All About My Toooos-Day

Morning started off pretty well.. Instead of waking up at 7.45am (after which BF would msg me, to notify me that he has reached his werkplace), i woke up 5 minz earlier.. Eh, eventho it's onli 5 freakin mins, 5 mins u can dream of something k..?! Heh~ But too bad.. I wasn't dreamin of anything.. :( So, off to the shower n got ready for werk... As usual, would call bf before n upon leaving the house..

Along the wae, an argument broke out.. Not realli argumentative la.. I mean, i was upset with the remarks he gave me.. But den again, that's the truth lor.. Still, which child can accept the fact that someone is talkin bad about her family..? Haiyah... So after we hung up, i juz texted him how i felt at that point.. I juz told him stuffs like if he findz it realli hard to adapt to my family's situation, he can jolly well give up.. Which in a wae, he saed that he won't.. Also, another thing that upsets me more was when he texted me n told me that i dun hafta meet him 2nite.. Wat e heck..?! I noe maebe on acc we, or maebe me who was peeved with him, n perhaps distance would be the best solution.. But den, i wanna meet him.. So, i was already fuming mad n texted him angrily.. I remembered he once told me that the relationship is put on a test - in which if a fight/argument/misunderstanding or watsova occur, we are limited to meet onli 1ce a wk.. So i told him that i'd rather sacrifice these few daez juz 2 spend the saturdae with him.. I was realli pissed off lor..! In the end, he sticked to the plan of the meet-up tonite..

Lunch was at Subwae with Joanne n Dawn.. We talked wateva we can talked about n after that, we went to look ard.. I saw a few clothingz at the interchange in which i planned to buy after i get my pay.. No worries, ayah.. They're cheap stuffs.. But pretty..!! Costs ard $12-$15 as stated on the display sign.. Betta rite..? N also, can we go to far east one of the weekends or weekdaez when u're not werkin..? I wanna take a look at the shoes in the shop called Trendyzone... Joanne saed that there rite, the shoes are always on sale!! It's selling off at $9.90... Can ayah..? Pur-lease!!! Heh~

As for the rest of the dae, thingz went pretty smooth.. Done with all the mapping scheduled for thursdae.. Wanted to do for Fridae, but see how arh.. Tired of rushing la.. :)

Signing Off : The Kitty Who Feels Like Her Head Is Juz Gonna Explode Each Tyme She Coughz!

== A Draggy Monday ==

Before i get into details regarding my draggy mondae, let's flash back to Sat & Sun.. HmMmMm.. Whr do i start..? Ok.. Met bf at 11.30am n head down to Civic Centre to collect my photocard liscense from the post office.. The mail man came personally to my home on Fridae, but no one was at home.. So yeah...!! The main card i've been waiting for..!!! Yeeha..! After that, we head down to Kallang KFC & had our lunch.. I couldn't finish up wat i ordered.. Maebe becoz of the wind in my tummy... Heh~ We chatted over lunch n had a great laugh.. We talked about kids nowadaes who are juz not disciplined enuff despite the fact they're old enuff to think wat's Yes & No.. Sheesh..! After that, we proceed with wat was planned for that dae.. :) Had a helluva great tyme with him, eventho somewhr in btwn, thingz got a lil bit frustratin for him.. Sorri ayah... Heh~

On Sundae, everything went smo0thly till e moment we reached his place.. Silent treatment was given n in the evening, a huge fight almost broke out.. Truth is, i was prepared for the fight.. But den again, i'm not prepared to face how it'll be like if he really blowz his top.. God forbid..! The fight started after he kept on sighing n sighing.. N yes, i was frustrated as on y does he kept sighing..? It's realli annoying, though.. We talked things out at nite n things got betta.. Den again, the relationship has now been put on a test.. As 2 whenever we have a fight, we're onli allowed to meet each otha juz 1 tyme..

Back to Mondae.. HmMmMm.. Reached the office n i started doin the app mappings for tmrw without further delay.. Normally, i'll speed my wae thru so that i can start on Wed's as scheduled.. But todae, it seems like i'm in my comfort zone.. I still do my werk, but more like in my own speed.. Hahahah.. Speakin of still-in-my-wkend-mode... Lol~ I managed to complete Tuesday's & Wednesday's mapping.. Yay~ Eventhough thr was alot of agencies, i can still slot tyme for FB.. Wat e heck.. Normally, i dun even have the tyme to even reply in a short moment after someone commented something.. On  the otha hand, perhaps i managed to complete was due for the fact that remedy was slow, so Joanne couldn't schedule all 40-50 users.. She onli managed to schedule 16.. Heh~ Lucky me.. Initiallie the plan was to stae till like 7.45pm, before knockin off & meeting bf on the spot.. Now it's comin to 6.45 n i'm done with everything.. Should i stae n do the pull sheets for wed's, or should i juz pack up n leave...? HmMmMm... I dunnoe.. See how arh..

Signing Off : The Kitty Who Is In Her Confused Mode 0_o

Finally... :D

Finally, the week has passed n JAIHO..!! Saturdae'z here..!!! Yessaa..!! Gd morning, Saturdae..!! I welcome u with open armz yaw~ Hehehe.. Still, to wait for this very dae to come, lotsa thingz i went thru.. Top of the chart waz my sickness.. Haiyah~ Started with a cough on mondae.. Tot it was minor.. U noe, those kinda cough that comez when u laugh too hard.. Onli to find out that it was the beginning of a very bad sore throat n possibility - fever...! Kabam...!! When nite fallz, body heatz up.. Not externally, but internally.. My eyez were like on fire, i tell u.. N when i rolled dem from left to right, adoi..!! The muscle was being pulled sia.. Pain u noe..!! :( Had to take an mc the very next dae..

Back to werk on weds n continued doin my tasks.. Minded my own bisnes as per normal.. Hardly talked to anibody coz i juz dun feel like talkin.. Wanted to go lunch at e Makcik's place beside Esso, but it turned out to be somewhr else.. Yes la, i was pissed la kan.. But den, haiya~ Wateva la.. As long as my tummy's filled up, i'm fine.. On the otha hand, was pissed again coz i already saed i might walk a lil slow due to my shortness of breath, but it turned out i had to walk extra fast to catch up.. -.- Thank go0dness BF was thr to accompany me on the fone.. That distracted me from the fact that i was eventuallie - OUT OF BREATH..! After werk, met ma at Fork n Spoon n we had our dinner thr.. Nani, saket2 pon, lamb chop tak lepas ehk.. Heheheh.. Met BF at nite n thingz didn't went pretty well.. I was to0 sick to devote all my attention to him.. Sorrie baby.. :(

As for Thurs, another fucttup thing.. Staging boi came up to me n saed that App Mapping is becomin tremendously ridiculous.. Saein stuffs like it'z realli causin dem lotsa pressure n stress.. Keje maner tak stress, boi..? Da agency request tuh macam.. Kau nak aku buat aper..? Per saje jek.. Lao taknak stress gi dudok umah arh.. Abez crite~ Pfft..!

Den fridae (yesterdae), the flu n cough got real bad.. Enader doctor's visit.. BF was with me.. He's on mc to0.. Reason : Back pain... Hehehehe.. After that, we had our brunch at the kopitiam upstairs.. Both of us had Nasi Lemak.. As for BF, his was extra rice.. We ordered milo peng n teh peng.. Mak ai!! Peh tawar.. yelgh..!! N yes, after brunch, i he reminded me in his stern voice - Da makan obat lom...? Heh!

And so, evenin was as planned.. Followed him to the bbq pit organized by his station colleaguez.. When we reached, it was onli Kak Herda, her hubby, Zaki n Aleesya.. They juz started unpackin.. Nothin was ready yet.. Sat down a while to catch my breath before proceedin into helpin dem... I head up towards Aleesya n helped her peel the corns while she cut dem into half.. Once done, we buttered in n wrap it in the aluminium foilz.. :) The first batch of bbq-ing was done by me n BF.. He did the fanning.. :) We ate n laughed alot.. It was a warming nite in which i really enjoied myself despite the fact i am still not feeling well.. Thanx alot everyone.. :))

Reached home n get down to business.. Pack up some stuffz 1zt so that later in e dae, i won't rush.. I added some to-do thingz in e list which was to head down to the post office at civic to collect my photocard liscense (yay..!!) n also to OCBC to withdraw the cash needed for the dae.. OMG..!! I'm freakin excited rite now.. Can't wait can't wait can't wait..!!!

Signin off : The Kitty Who Is Mad Excited..!!!

Combined Updatez

First n foremost, again, my condolences to Jufri aka Jup n his family, on the death of his beloved daddy.. Mae Allah bestow Jannah upon his soul.. Amin~

So on sat, was suppozed to follow bf to the bike shop get his pipe done (again), but he told me not to coz i was tired.. On fridae (in e wee hours of saturdae mornin), thr was a lil fight in which i didn't expect it to drag till mornin when the sun was up.. Truth is, i couldn't slp maebe bcoz i was guilty dat he doesn't wan me 2 follow on account i was tired.. Well, saper tak penat..? But it's the weekend seii.. Called him at ard 8+am n was told he juz had his shower.. He told me that he planned to leave the house ard 9.. Waited n waited, still no news.. Fell aslp for a few moment before i decided to text him.. He told me that the tymin haz changed n he'z leaving tat 10.40 instead.. Asal tak update ehk..? 0_o

At the bike shop, he doesn't text me much.. So here i was, at home, reading the book which he bought for me at esso near my werkplace.. :) Good book.. Read n read till i forgot the tyme... Quickly got up n had my bath.. Once done, received a text msg from him statin dat he's alreadi on e wae back home.. When he reached home, i juz finished putting on my outfit.. He told me dat he wanted to go to sembawang i think, to get some bike stuffs.. He planned to wash hiz bike with Aan.. He azked if i wanted to follow, which apparently, i declined the offer coz i haven't had my nailz done.. Next, he texted me again to notify that Jup's daddy has passed awae.. Plan was cancelled n they'll be heading down to Jup's place at nite.. I was jokingly askin him, if i could juz stae at home.. N kebam! The war startz again.. Haiz.. Long story.. To cut it short, when we meet up the very evening after he washed hiz bike, thingz are back 2 normal.. :) Luv u, yah~

When nite fallz, we head down to Jup'z place.. In my mindset was, k la.. Jup'z place.. As in umah dier sendiri.. So i came with short sleeve n no selendang at all... Skali sampai, SAPP!! It was hiz parent's blk.. Alamak!! Tak kene gaya beb~ Kuku itam, rambot perang, baju sumwat jarang.. MasyaAllah.. Wateva it iz, i juz had to tebalkan muker arh.. But den again, many ppl tot i was Chinese.. N since i spoke to bf in English, that gave them more assurance that i was Chinese.. Until, when it was the tyme 2 recite the prayers, they have their doubts... Hahahaha~ Tummy was rumbling like hell, i tell u.. When tyme was up, we planned to have supper.. Head down to Jalan Kayu, kesian kitorang tau.. Anak2 terbiar.. Nobody came up 2 serve uz.. Wat e heck!! So after much thiking, we went to Sakura @ Buangkok.. I had Mee Tom Yum Soup.. Power sia! Reached home at ard 2, fell aslp at ard 3 or 3.30am.. Set the alarm at 6.30am, but i overshot n woke up at 7.30am.. Panic jab aku.. Showered n pack the stuffz + make bf hiz tea while he go n shower.. Supposed to be at the place by 9.30am.. We left home juz nice to heat up the bike, meet Aan at hiz blk in which if we dun waste tyme, we can reach at 9.30am.. Skali Aan overslept daa.. Raini pon samer.. Hahahah..

Instead, we reached at ard 10am i think.. Waty n Elynn was thr.. Sit with them n talked wateva we Girls can talk abt.. Wat Elynn wore was, Mak Kau!!! Tak terfikir ke yg kau nih ngah melawat?? Haizz.. Dunnoe la ha.. The boiz escorted the coffin to the cemetery.. Wanted to follow bf, but waty offered to take a ride in her daddy in law's van.. So, ok lor... Dapat air cond.. Heheheh... In the van, i talked to Elynn, juz to distract her from the fact that she has the phobia of goin to the cemetery.. :) When everything was done, i reunited back with bf.. Yay~ Visited Aan's grandma n dad's grave along e wae.. Wanted to visit arwah tok man n pak long nyer jugak.. But i dunnoe whr la.. N i came unprepared.. So, next tyme.. So all i did was to sedekahkan Al-Fateha to each n every jasad lying in thr~Back at the place, we ate kari ayam with french loaf.. I helped myself to 3-4 servingz of the kari n as for the bread, quite a no of slices.. Hehehe.. After eating, was told to change into our uniform coz we're going to a wedding.. Sepatotnyer escort, but tak jadik..

We went to 2 Weddings... 1zt wedding place, i helped myself to lotsa brownies.. hehehehe... Bf luv em too... Sedap u noe~ Taklei angz~
2nd one, aiyo~ Bf was pissed with Ayie.. Kecoh2.. Tsk~
After that, we went bowling.. Uwee~~~ 1zt game, i performed pretty well.. Aan was impressed.. 2nd game, performance dropped real bad.. I sprained my thumb.. Adoi!!!

Fast forward.. Here i am, feelin pretty sick.. Bad sore throat.. Coughing like mad.. Bf is already fast aslp.. But here i am, still wide awake & it's already 3.30am.. I'm on medication, but i dun feel slpy~ Wat e hell seii.. Haizz.. Ayah, i noe u're gonna b pissed off with me for slpin late n sure u have questions like, asal tak tido? asal taklei tido? The ans to those questions is - I tak tau.. That's all.. Blergh~

Niwae, am so0o lookin forward to our 2nd honeymo0n prd this sat.. Planz have been laid out as early as last wk.. Hehehe.. Now is Thursdae.. 2 more daez to go..!! Yabe dabe do0o0o0o~~!!!

Oh n btw, i hate bf's schedule for this week.. It sux! Yucks!

Signin Off : The Kitty Who Wanz To Sleep, But Cannot Sleep.. -.-''

What's On My Mind Right Now

What's on my mind right now..? Basically it's my job.. Wat e hell is going on...? Initiallie, u need ppl.. N nw thr's a major change - with reasonz saein that thr are too many DAs ard & also, some or ONE of uz might need to leave.. Wat e hell seii..? This is totally bullshit arh! Seriouzly speakin..

I juz feel like curling up into ball n cry my heart out siak! I'm sick & tired with all this nonsense.. This is ridiculous arh..!! I practically haf no mo0d to do anithin rite now.. I juz wanna shut myself off from e world!

& ayah, u can go ahead with e meeting dat u're gonna haf 2mrw.. I can juz prolly sit at home n rot myself.. Coz suddenly, i feel like i'm useless already - since i'm on e line of havin e need to leave the companie..

Signing Off : The Kitty Who Wishes She Can Juz Pull The Trigger & Shoot Herself In The Head..!

-- A Day Spent With The Man --

This happened yesterdae - 2nd June 2010...

Woke up, opened e main do0r n wow!!! It was damn cold out thr!! Cold breeze kissed my skin.. N tell u e truth, dat is not such a gd thing~ So when i wanted to shower, along e wae, i was coughin like hell.. Throat starts to hurt wheneva i coughed or swallow anithing.. N mom - being e kastam officer as olwaez, stopped me n feel my forehead... She went, 'adeq, u're running a temperature alreadi.. Go see a doctor or something...' I told her, 'No Ma, i got things to do...' She juz sho0k her head n continued makin breakfast..

Met BF n off we went to have breakfast at McDonald's.. He requested for it.. Yes Ayah.. I asked u 3x in a row if u realli wanted it.. N u saed YES.. =p So, i got myself breakfast deluxe, n BF got himself sausage mcmuffin, but later found out he hatez cheeze.. So we traded.. I made him enader burger frm my BD dis tyme with egg n i ate hiz burger.. =) Breakfast was lurve!! The the premium brewed coffee - SUPERB! But den, throat starts to swell again.. Coughin hurts n i can't even yawn.. Adoi!! Texted the main ppl dat i won't b comin in.. So off to BF's place..

Played with Ikhy the moment i stepped in.. Hehehe... Scratchin her head, her ears n whereva i can lae my fingers on.. Lepak2 in his room n dozed off.. My head started to spin alreadi.. It was unbearable.. N i admit, when i'm sick, i can get very mengakal.. U noe to a certain fact that i wan him 2 be with me but at e same tyme i dun wanna be disturbed...? Fickle-minded la me.. Wahlao! He WAS craving for my attenti0n.. But i simply shoved him away.. OH MY GOD!! I'm such a meanie.. I mean, i'm sorie.. I didn't mean it.. Yet, he still hugged me n all.. Even when i dun respond to him.. Gosh AYAH.. I luv u, sia!!!!

Later in e dae, he finally confessed to me.. He saed that i m jealous of him n his electric guitar while he's jealous of me n my FB... 0_0 i'm like - ouhkae.. Perhaps i put too much attention into it.. Hehehe.. Round the clock it's me n FB.. Nyeh!

At nite, we went to cozwae point.. By BUS.. Wow!!! I managed to drag BF to take e bus with me... Hehehe.. N he kept complainin n yawning.. But i dun care.. I won!! I managed to make him take e bus!!! JAIHO! Our missio at cozwae - to find me a top (a navy blue one) to match with e CK top i bought for him.. N mission was a complete failure.. I couldn't find anithin.. Haiyah!! Got a pair of earringz instead.. Wanted to get a ring as well, but wat we saw is not wat we wanted... Haizz..

Dinner was at Burger King.. Wow!! BF ate burger - again.. I dun mind if u're still cho0zy.. Enader mission success.. Hehehehe.. I made u eat burgers.. Hehehehe.. N he was hepi dat his craving was satisfied.. He sure enjoyed his Hershey's Sundae Pie.. He was too buzy indulging himself, dat it was me doin the talkin all e wae.. But i dun mind.. He talked alot already back at home.. So it's my turn.. =) We balance things, ok.. ;p Dinner was filled with lotsa laughter.. N yes, i enjoyed entertainin him during dinner.. Undergoin training? Guess so.. Hehehe..

I'm like seriously head over heels with my man.. Practically if i can do a cartwheel, i'll do it.. Kk.. Too drama-mama.. If i were to do it, i think he'll go : Yenna rascal la... MIND IT! Hahaha... K ayah, i noe u're smiling widely n maebe laughin as well.. Control.. Heheheheheh.... I luv ya, baby!!!

Signing Off : The Kitty Who Luvz Her Man Alot.. (Like DUH!)

Still Water Runs Deep - Air Yg Tenang Jgn Sangka Takder Buaya

So here's e thing.. Aku da mangkok abez ngan orang besar no 2 aku.. Last wk, c lahabao tuh anta aku msg bukan2 thru communicator.. WTH seii... Tkder respect langsong siak.. I mean, c'mon la.. Jgn pasal aku nih kecik, budak baru, tak pernah tunjok kemarahan aku yg takder kaitan ngan keje, tak semestinyer kau lei pijak kepale aku per? Tak semestinyer aku nyer orang dgr kater, aper kau suro buat aku buat (work basis), kau tak perlu nak jadik pervert per...? Tak semestinyer aku datang keje ngan love bites, kau tak perlu nak ckp kotor ngan aku per..? So wat lao aku kinky? So wat lao aku notty? Ngan matair aku sorang jek per... Kau nak sebok asal? Kau nak jage tepi skirt aku asal? Kau saper siak..? Kau takder kene mengena ngan idop luar aku.. Senang kater arh - kau takder kene mengena ngan aku langsong.. Speakin of which, nih macam da terjadik, kau raser aku maseh hormat kau ke? Kau raser aku maseh nak pandang kau ke..? Kirim salam sua joi! Nih baru aku leii ckp - AKU BUKAN BOHSIA! I'm not some pick up chix u can find by e road side, with a snap of a finger i'll undress for u.. Sorrie dude, it doesn't werk dat wae.. Neither will it eva werk dat wae.. N yes, aku delete kau from FB.. Tk puas?? Lu peh pasal arh boi!!!! FB aku.. Aku nyer suker arh! N u dun own me PERSONALLY k, MUTHAFUCKA~?!

Bottom line, jgn pandang aku kecik arh.. Tgn nih da lamer tak jamah orang.. Jgn kasi dier jamah lagi. Once dier da start, dier taknak stop..!! So, kip ur distance n BEHAVE!

Signin Off : The Kitty Who Has Forgotten How To Keep Her Cool & Hafta Be Constantly Reminded By Her BF To Do So..

= You're Still The One =

The dae ended kinda bad yesterdae.. Had a massive fight with BF n e cause was juz a repeated question which to me, was silly.. I mean, u already got e confermation.. Wat more do u wan..? At his place, before leavin, i azked him if he's seen my lighter.. He was searchin for it high n low.. Me too.. Except for e fact his cat was distractin me.. So, i plaed with his kitty for a while, n was shocked with his reaction upon seein me plaed with Ekhy/Ikhy.. So yeah, i went home straight.. Was supposed to follow him 2 e store 2 get his ciggies, but i was too peeved.. I didn't even wanna talk 2 him, let alone c his face.. Y..? I was upset.. Supportin reason: I dun wanna cry in front of him... Reached my flo0r, i juz took back wateva dat was mine, salam him n turned to e do0r.. I neva even kissed him..

E moment i slammed e do0r after me, tears started to flow.. I tried meanz n waez 2 control, but it juz kept comin out.. Went into e ro0m & asked myself - wat haf i done? y is he treatin me dis wae? wat has he done? wat went wrong? Soo many questions.. I couldn't even lie down 4 1min.. Decided to text him to ask if he decided to come anot.. He was downstairs already when he texted me back.. So he came 2 a decision to come up n see me..

We talked in e ro0m n cleared e air.. He even sat down in front of me.. He looked up at me.. I juz stared at him.. Feelin guilty for wat i've done.. Feel like huggin him in an instant.. But i'm still mad.. I dun wan e hugs to make me forgot i was peeved.. Like i mentioned, his hugs does c0olz me down when i'm fuming mad.. So yeah.. Cleared e air n den - it all ends with a hug..

I feel safe with him.. He pampers me.. He puts me before him - despite i told him to be selfish as n when needed.. He gave me all e things a gerl could eva wish for.. Attention, Love, Understanding, Mutual Respect.... He makes me feel worth it.. I love you, baby..

So wateva obstacles we are gonna face later, at e end of e dae, it'z still u whom i love, whom i'll run to & e one whom i'll kiss gd nite...

I love you, Ayah..







Signing Off : The Kitty Who Nearly Scratched Her BF, But Decided To Keep Her Freshly Manicured Nails Clean & Also On Account She Luvz Him ALOT!

This Is Super Irrinoying!!!

Here I am, glued to my seat, starin at lappy with my fingers clickin awae - juz to find the blo0dy reasonz on y certain SR tix are not closed.. But the thing is, the Task IDs are not found in the email n NRICs are not in the schedule.. -.- Been clickin n clickin.. Click click click.. All e wae.. Kk.. To0 dramatic.. I noe..

Next, it's e eyes.. MY eyes.. Dey're heavy.. Time check: 4.40pm.. OMG~! 50 minz more to go.. The reason i'm slpy, coz thr's nothin much for me to do.. Well, basically thr is la.. But it's juz copy n paste.. Done e ones that nids to be done already.. Yg lain tuh consider belen2 arh... Haiyah! Penat arh nih macam.. Afta Joanne explained to me, i realised the task is actuallie kinda easy to understand.. So dear Senior, y do u hafta make thingz & life difficult for uz by explainin e taskz in a complicated manner? =_=

Boss was oso havin a super bad dae.. He took out hiz anger on most of uz here.. Sheesh! N e best part, e problem was mailed out in e aftano0n, & onli now he opened up hiz mails? Wat was he doin for the rest of e dae den? Watchin movies online again? N onli now u wanna take action? But yeah yeah.. U're e boss.. Pfft!

So yeah, i was hopin for a gd dae.. It started off juz fine.. Laughter was all ova e place.. Back den in e warehouse with Joanne.. But now, wadda fish! Baby, my day is ruined.. :(

Signing Off : The Kitty Who Feelz Like Packing Up & Leave This Instant!