Showing posts with label Irritated. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Irritated. Show all posts

Tuesday, November 23, 2010

Randomness...

On Friday, i was freakin pissed with BF coz he overslept. As a result, i didn't get 2 haf breakfast.. Haiyah..! Reached the office @ 9am and noone was thr yet.. I was the ferst to arrive.. Settled down n switched on my lappy.. In FB, yaty greeted me and the conversation was iniatiallie smooth, till she opened the topic abt BF.. I told her nicely that i do not wish to talk abt him with the specific reasons.. She understo0d me, but afta a while, i noticed she seemed to make it more werst by probing the subject.. I was so mad, i blurt out whateva that comes to mind. I was pissed.. U can't expect me to sae all the nice things every now and then.. Not everybody is like u.. OK..? We remained silent towards each otha the whole entire dae. That was the last i heard from her, till today. In the evening, BF fetched me quietly, without me knowing. He waited for me at the fitness area which i called 'Halfwae'. Things were fine the moment we met.. Upon seein his face, automatically i smiled.. N he responded to my smile.. That's the main reason on y, if i'm pissed, i dun wanna see his face.. I can't help smiling.. :) Proceeded with our movie date at nite.. HP7 was awesome..! It's the 7th series.. I cannot recall all 6.. Sorie. Hehehe..

On Sat, met Aan, Mimi n Waty at Unique motor shop at the east area. Aan had his bike tyres changed and bike service at the same time. Survey for the bike alarm, n it wasn't to BF's liking. He saed the sensitivity is not high enough for protection. Next, we proceed to the IT show at Suntec. I bought the choco snax n Waty bought the Nutella that was imported from Italy. Cheap~ The next thing i noe, migraine attack..! Ouh crap.. Reason could be due to the fact thr were too many lights glaring at me and also, i had to keep on searching for them. Haiyah~ Had our dinner at Marina Sq foodloft. Thr, was an amazing race. Carik UOB/OCBC 1 marina sq.. In the end, we found it at B1 near to 7-11.. Guess wat, when we were at the escalator heading up to foodloft, UOB atm machine was at the entrance of the foodloft! WTH..!! Hahahaha.. Nasi ayam penyet for dinner.. Yum..!! Chilled at MSQ staircase before n think of a plan next. We came up with various plans like, karaoke, wii, e-gaming.. Hahaha.. N we ended up with e-gaming at cineleisure.. Gerek derh...!! Despite i was having a migraine, it was extremely fun..!! Yeah..!!

Can't wait for the next gaming session..!! :)

Signin Off : The Kitty..

Thursday, October 14, 2010

All About My Thursday~

Woke up at 7am this morning.. Breakfast date at fork & spoon with BF before heading down to werk. Had to report extra early today as the big shots are coming. :) And so, instead of having the regular indian breakfast, we decided to change to chinese style~ He had nasi lemak with no nuts while i had fried bee hoon with seaweed chicken n sausage. :) Yum2.. Afta dat, head for werk n we arrived the building @ 9.20am.. Nice.. :D When the big shots came in, they talked 2 us n we laughed n laughed.. We got compliments that they like us.. Hehehehe~

As for werk, things are getting pretty much nice now.. Except for the fact that i am already startin to hate SPF.. Changes here n thr.. Haiyo~ Since in the morning i had to kip askin the ARM for UAM.. N finally, managed to send the mapping 3.14pm..

Aniwae, thr's this idiot who is out to discriminate kakak on FB. He's practically talkin abt not to start a relationship to those who are married till it's gonna be possible that their marriage will be ruined.. Calling her a shit-faced n an icebox.. What e hell man..? I mean, who the hell is he to sae such things? Does he own her? Does he support her in terms of food n lodging all these while..? Who the hell does he think he is..? Call himself a man, when he couldn't even sae it in front of her face directly.. Pathetic..! N ya la, of coz i was fuming mad.. I'm also startin to dislike some of her frenz lor. I cannot ask her to stop be-friending dem, but all i can do is comment wheneva thr's a need to.. Haizzz.. Life.. Ppl cannot see otha ppl hepi.. DUMBASS..!!

Ouh well, i've completed 90% of mass deployment for next week.. Hell yeah..!! Waiting for the time to end so that i can hepily meet my darling bacen who's a cutie.. :D Yes Ayah.. CUTIE..!!!

Signing Off : The Kitty Who Normally Comes To Work, Well, To Be A Model.. Since She Has Most Of Her Tasks Completed..

Monday, September 6, 2010

During Ramadhan...

During Ramadhan, macam2 dugaan yg dialami, dilalui, diberi etc.. Starting jek, thr were some miscommunicationz n misunderstandingz back in e office.. On top of that, gastric started to attack.. Ouch..!! Me n bf broke up for a few hours, stuffs like dat..

In e early weeks of Ramadhan, me n bf head down to geylang to hunt for baju raya.. We found wat we like, but it was too expensive.. But in e end, we finally got it, in pink (not his choice of colour tone though, but he likes the design).. In e process of gettin one, i have to go thru his baby moods like, his rimas moment, rushing nak buka tyming.. Stuffs like dat.. As for him, he did his part to.. He entertained my perfectionist attitude.. As in, everything has to be in order and the same.. :) Mine is tailormade n it costed $180, while BF, for once, bought an expensive outfit n costed him $160. Take it as a reward that this yr, u fast whole-heartedly... :)

Work, same shit different day arh.. Each day when i stepped in the office, i was in e good mood until i saw his face.. -.- It irks me like hell.. Yucks..!

This morning, reached the office n got a disgusting email from the lead regarding half day might not be approved.. How inconsiderate can this leads get sia..? Blardy A-hole..!

Raya is juz ard the corner.. 4 days to be exact.. Mom n sista are at home cleanin the house.. Hopefully, mostly are done by the tyme i get home.. 2 more days and it's tyme for me to drive the apv home (with daddy as my instructor..) Hopefully he's in a good mood when dat happens.. :) And yesterday at Geylang, bought the family outfit n mama got me a gold pendant which is the letter N.. I'm wearin it now out of excitement..!! Hehehe..

N yes, i miss my bear bacen alot.. Like, seriously, alot.. All i wanna do is hug him tightly when we meet, juz look into his seductive n sae nothing (juz let e eyez do the talk), fondle with his hair when he lies down comfortably on my legs or perhaps, beside me.. Snuggle up with him, bury my face in his skin n get lost within, n eventuallie, fall aslp beside the man i realli adore, love n respect...

I Love You, Yah..

Signing Off : The Kitty Who Is Pissed With The Leads At Work But Hepi With Things Outside..

Wednesday, August 18, 2010

Sleepy Wet-Ness-Day

Hi, i'm bored.. N you are..? Yes, i'm seriously bored n slpy since it started raining.. Plus, the internet connection is kinda slow n also, DMD is givin me a hard time.. Reason: Despite the successfull attempts in validating n importing, still, e application mappings came out blank.. 0.0 So, whr did the apps go..? HmMmMm.. Emailed the engineers n asked dem to look into the matter..

Secondly, in the morning, i emailed the boss n clarified with him whether on Raya eve, are we given half dae.. Till now he hasn't replied.. Find it not important..? Up to u.. If i were 2 send my leave requests later den the standard procedures, dun blame me.. But aniwae, heard that he's flyin back home for 2 wks.. So yeah.. I think he's leavin on Raya Eve itself.. Bz callin here n thr to check on his flight.. Still, at least reply the email la.. Wah lao..!

So here i am, glued to my sit, eyes forced opened.. Not talkin to anione n i noe that if i were 2 start talking, i'll need to clear my throat first. If not, it will sound like system rosak, u noe.. Called bf ard noon tyme n was definitely jealous that he was slpin.. =_= I wanna go home n slp la... My eyes are pretty heavy.. But den, when nite comes, nak tido susah.. Alwaes..! At werk, slpy as hell despite got things to do.. At home, as fresh as a daisy.. HmMm.. Typical human being.. Hahahahaha..

Gosh..! It's cold here..! Who the hell decrease the temp when i've already set it to a nice cozy office..? Neither too cold nor too warm.. Grrrr..!!!

K la.. Till den.. Will update if thr's anithing.. Chiao..!

Signing Off : The Kitty Who Is Half Awake.. (=_0)

Tuesday, August 17, 2010

A Draggy Tuesday For A Start & An Irrinoying Note Frm The Boss

No 1) I skipped pre-dawn despite bf called to wake me up..
No 2) I had a tough tyme gettin off bed..

Tsk..! He was actuallie hoping that i called him, in e end, it turned out the otha wae.. I realli couldn't get my lazy bumz off the bed for both occasionz.. Aiyoyo..!!! Woke up at 7.45am n forced myself to get off the bed.. -____- *Grumpy mode* Head for the shower n kinda took a lil longer time in thr.. Heh.. Wore my 2 in 1 outfit 2dae n suprisingly, i'm using my high heels afta a lo0ong2 tyme.. Heh.. The one with 3 straps n golden bucklez at the sidez.. N yes, terkedek2 jln.. Had a hard tyme balancing at 1zt, but after a while, it seemed to be perfectly alright.. Managed to balance myself in the end.. :) The dae at werk was.. Ok la.. Kinda draggy too.. Like yesterdae also lor.. Irritating arh..

Next, heard that thr are issues on PUB, again.. Jason is getting realli pissed with all this n saed that if we (Rachelle, Fecility n Jason) dun clean this up, he will expect a weekend shift n it's e WHOLE damn dae.. Aper seii..?! Mepek siak..!! He even saed that NO ONE is exempted frm this n all muzt come to clean this entire mess up.. Siak arh.. This tyme round ayah, ibu da takleii buat apape.. If we must come, den no choice... Juz prae the issue will be resolved n our weekend won't be disturbed.. Hopefully.. InsyaAllah..

Signing Off : The Kitty Who Wishes To Throw Her Heels At The Person Who's Causing This Mess..!

A Pleasant Monday Evening

Yesterdae, i left the office at exactly 5.30pm.. There was eventuallie nothing for me to do the entire time.. Thru-out the whole afterno0n i waz in, all i did was 2 send juz 1 pathetic app mapping's email n e rest of the hourz, i juz surfed the internet, plaed FB n update my blogz.. N we even had a minor History Class.. Hahahaha.. Also, in between the time left before i left, i chatted with Nana, Icha n Adeq (Aceh) on FB... Kept bugging them bcoz i was damn bored.. They're nice to entertain me back.. Uwee~~~ Genap 5.30pm - CABOT..!! Hahaha..

On e wae back, called bf n he accompanied me all e wae back home.. He doesn't sound like as if he had a gd dae.. So, i told him 2 share his side of the dae n yeah, sure as hell it wasn't e dae he hoped for.. Monday summore.. Tsk~ Lotsa nuisance callz which were not even THAT emergency.. Haiyo.. N worst, thr was a Crime Watch sh0oting at his station.. His rezt tyme was interrupted bcoz of that.. N dat made his dae werst.. Reached home at ard 6.20-6.25pm n saw ma standing outside the house talkin to our neighbour.. Greeted dem, took the bagz frm her n went into the houze.. Shortly afta that, called bf n we talked awhile.. I was practically yapping awae, n he was falling aslp.. He saed it's a gd idea coz he needed hiz rezt.. -___- With me yapping, n u falling aslp, da salah tuh, bang... =.= After we hung up at 6.45pm, went to the kitchen but all was prepared.. Except for the hot drinks.. So, i used the remaining tyme n closed the kitchen do0r to plae with the kittiez.. :)

Iftar with ma n kakak was enader bliss.. Thr was nasi ayam, nasi briyani daging, murtabak n goreng pisang.. Delish..! But i skipped the nasi briyani, though.. Tempting, but.. Nehmind.. Had the murtabak instead in which the daging kambing tak la overwhelming sngt mcm nasi briyani kan.. The topic was a seemingly surprized one - Mama opened the topic about Raffi.. She asked me whr's raffi at..? How iz he..? Posa ke tidak..? So, i told her that he had an extremely rough dae, but Alhamdulillah, he managed to succumb to it n passed.. He fasted the entire dae.. She even asked who has more religion knowledge..? Clear cut it's Raffi la.. I even told ma that he has had e intention to bring me go for a terawih session.. The thing is, i'm alone.. As in the onli gerl.. N ma was surprised, at e same tyme, smiling with glee.. I even told her that for Raffi, he will control his pain n frustrations during the month of Ramadhan.. For Raini, he won't.. He likez to skip his fast.. N ma juz nodded with silence.. She saed: Bagos arh kau dapat matair macam Raffi.. Berugama, ader sense of responsibilty etc.. Well, lo0kz like she's tryna atone for the mistakez she once blurted on purpose.. Den again, I can see ma likez Raffi.. But she's juz being egoistic n emotional.. Typical ma evasince she was diagnosed with cancer.. Kuat mrajok. Some ppl findz it annoying.. I do too.. But sometymes, i'll juz talk 2 her regarding that attitude of hers.. 

At night, met my laling n prepared his buka cum makan malam for him.. More like i juz make the tea.. He took the rice himself.. Well, i wanted to prepare it for him, but i noe he's damn hungry already.. So, let him take lor, while i continue makin his tea for him.. Sat down with him at the table n have my tea as well..Mine was tea-o.. Back inside, he started complaining abt his werk, in which it was rather rare for me to hear those.. As in really2 complain about it.. He hardly complainz maebe for the fact that he noes i'm stressed enough at werk..?? So i sat down n listened to each n every single complainz..

The night ended brilliantly well n before we left for home, he showed me the mysterious orangey-red diamond in the sky.. It was thr, blinking juz like a star, but after that, it started to move pretty fast towards the east n disappeared into the night sky.. Freaky..? I noe.. But den, WHAT is that..?? I wanna noe.. I need to noe.. I'm curioz.. N yes, curiosity kills the cat.. Well at least, i get to noe wat that was rite..? :D

Signing Off : The Kitty Who Has Had A Beautiful Nite

Monday, August 16, 2010

Part 2 Of The Updatez

On Saturdae, was iftar session with the Yishun Mob n part of the Ampang Clan.. More like juz Pak Lang, Mak Lang n Hafiz.. Plus, Uncle Asad n his bakal isteri.. Pretty yaw.. When i reached the place, mak andak was like charging me straight in my face n asked: y neva update me that u got boifren already..?? Tsk~~ Notty ehk rahsia2.. Hahah.. I juz told her ma was my PA wat.. She will be the one updating the whole family juz like how she updated u when i broke of my 5yrs relationship with Raini.. Hor..? N she went, well, i think ur mom told tok, but neva tell me la.. Hahaha.. So ok, i gave the the brief details on how it happened n y it happened.. She exclaimed - ROMANTICNYER KORANG NYER LURVE STORY.. Ok~~ So aniwae, iftar was a bliss as well.. Lotsa laughters filled the air.. When mak andak heard that BF was fetching me, she asked him to come up coz she wanted to see how he looks like. Initiallie, he declined the offer.. After buka, he saed that he was coming up n apologised for his behaviour.. When he came, i introduced him to the rest of the peeps at home.. Granny talked to him like as if she has known him for quite a while.. Wae to go, Grandma.. She sure does made him feel the warmth.. N yes, BF was ultimately shy n when we left, his palms were pretty cold.. Nervous yer, syg..? Heee..

After that, we went to Marsiling Lama to hunt for raya outfit.. He planned on Miss Saigon i think, in which it has already changed to Hoyen for quite a few years already.. So yeah, he found the colour n texture of his choice which costs $78 i think, but thr was nothing for me.. After all, that's the onli store that sells baju melayu. So i decided on Geylang after that.. Pumped the petrol n off we go to Ra Ra Bazaar.. K crappy... I noe.. -___-

So we walked ard TKC n we managed to find something we realli liked.. The thing is, it's too damn pricey.. Haiyah.. Wanted to walk along the bazaar itself, but BF insisted we leave the area coz he hatez the crowds.. So ok... Off we went home.. N he tot i was pissed with him for wanting to leave, but actuallie, it was one of my silent moments.. The moment in which i had nothing to sae..

Sundae was enader peaceful dae for us.. He purchased Star Sports on MIO that has MOTO GP n was definitely glued to it.. So, i prepared break fast by laying out the table.. N when tyme was up 2 break fast, we ate n talked.. About MOTO GP.. Y..? His eyes were still glued to the tv.. But i dun mind.. It's his favourtie.. Once in a while den he get to watch the TV.. Juz let him watch till his heart's content.. N yeah, he watched it till the very end of it.. :)

As the tyme flies, it was tyme to leave.. Can't wait to meet him tonight.. I love u, yah..

Signing Off : The Kitty Who Has Had A Lovely Weekend.. Can't Wait For The Next One..







Wednesday, August 11, 2010

1st Day Of Puasa = Bad Wednesday

So here's the story..

Today was the beginning of Ramadhan and as Muslims, it's a must for us to fast unless we aren't allowed to and on the otha hand, it's a common practice to fast from everything else.. Such as thinking negative, seeing or looking at things which aren't supposed to be looked at, mind wat u sae n think before u act.. The key factor is to have lots n lots of patience..

Reached work today and was praying real hard, hoping to have a smooth month ahead with no stress n such.. Even if thr was, try 2 kip it 2 a minimal level.. Once i switched on the pc, the gemok man started to bomb me with an email which is - i can sae: kinda stupid though.. Even the lady asked me stupid question.. I mean, it's pretty obvious what each colour means.. I just shoot directly at her n asked her y things are getting more n more confusing..? She saed it was due to agencies coming back to us with missing apps.. Like hello, the missing ones are yellow-coloured apps - which are manual... Initallie, i admit i hated the idea of DMD.. But now everything's fine already.. Y make it worst by implementing more work n confusion..? My task is a 1-Woman show.. I do it my wae, as long as it's all correct..! Y must u keep bugging me..?! True enuff, i jus stormed out of the door n straight to the toilet n called BF.. Along the wae, i started to cry...

Bf told me to relax and he wanted to hear the story.. And so i told him, which in a wae, it almost ended up in a heated argument between the 2 of us.. I kept telling him i wanna go home, n he saed just go.. But the thing is, i'll neva be allowed to go n the problem is, i'm not brave enough to just go.. In a wae, i hate to leave things behind - undone.. So back into the room, i continued with my work in my own world.. I neva talked to anibody n buried myself deeply in my work.. In between, i diverted my attention to FB as my means of short break.. I didn't even go to the toilet to pee after that.. I just stay glued to my seat.. N yes, the fone was silent since the time i called him.. He didn't even msg me how m i n stuffs.. Bz..? Maebe.. Could be...

As of now, i'm done with most for Thursdae.. I can eventuallie start for Friday, but i would like to take it slow.. 1hr n 25mins more to go before i can finally leave this hell hole~

Singing Off : The Kitty Who Not Onli Had A Bad Day But Part Of Her Pahala Has Already Went Down

Monday, August 9, 2010

When Sophia Needs A Doctor - BADLY..!

This happened yesterdae, when we were at the carpark, getting ready to proceed to Dam to meet the team.. BF found it hard to start her, and when she finally starts, the meter needle went up again.. Not a good sign though.. Means that her battery is really weak.. But the thing is, he juz got her battery changed 2 wks ago...!

At dam, when we wanted to proceed to sakura, she juz won't start.. She refuses 2 start.. The bois gave a helping hand n helped to push start.. BF was seriously upset n me, was confused.. Like i saed, it's onli been 2 wks.. Y is this happening..? Even after we had our supper, she needed a push start again..

On Sundae afternoon, BF called his mechanic n was told to leave the bike thr, and can onli collect it on Tuesdae.. Shop close mah.. Definitely, he hates the idea of leaving her behind.. So i just told him to send to Tommy's.. He was indecisive, but i pestered him to send her thr since she needed a doctor - BADLY.. If she's sick, so is the medic/bf/hubby.. N when he's sick, wat can e data analyst/gf/wife do..? All she can do was to make things rite.. By investing into something for a good cause.. That is to send her to the doctor n get her fixed.. Thr, we were both waiting anxiously, hoping it's jus the battery, and not some other things linked to it.. After a long wait, true enuff it was jus the battery.. They changed the battery n was charged $65 for it..

We den head down to McDonald's at Woodland Mart n had our dinner thr... At the carpark before heading home, we laughed alot.. BF la, buat lawak..! Hehehe....

Now that Sophia is fine, so is the medic.. N now that they're both fine, i can heave a sigh of relief a wake to a brand new day tomorrow.. :) Good night Sophia.. Rest well.. Maebe u're gonna get a bath later today... See u so0n..

Signing Off : The Kitty Who Is Contented With Today.. :)

Friday, August 6, 2010

Thirst-Day

And so, my thursdae started off pretty rushy... Set the alarm at 6.45am, but i swear i didn't heard the buzzer went off.. An hour after that, BF called me thrice, den i heard the phone rang... The 1zt tot was - y is the sound so soft..? When i saw the tyme, i was like - Holy Canope..!!! Please dun tell me he has already gotten ready...! Answered the call n was about to apologize, onli to hear that he was e one whom apologised to me... Reason: He lowered down the volume of my hp, n forgot to set it back to its original volume... -___- No wonder la..~ Off the bed n straight to the shower.. Texted Rachelle n saed that i'll be late coz i overslept..


Met him at 8.30am n went for breakfast at KFC.. Had the usual - Plain porridge (no spring onions n fried shallots).. Talked as we had breakfast.. N the bf was supposed to report to HQ at 10.30am, but he texted his OM, askin if it was ok if he neva turn up.. Replied was that he has to go to Clementi/Tamp to cover as 2nd Medic.. He asked me if it was ok for him to go home first n change his footwear.. I agreed.. Upon reachin, he asked again if i could spare him some time.. I was like - huh..? Wat else do u wanna do..? He gave me that evil grin n i noe he was up to no good.. He called the one of his colleagues stationed at Tamp i think, n asked her to pakat with him.. Asking her to sign in n out on his behalf.. Pfft..!


Reached the office at ard 10.45am, somewhr thr.. Quickly switched on the computer n get down to business.. Lunch was at pepper lunch n i scalded my right arm, thanks to the hotplate.. -___-'' After which we went to the display area whr there was John Little's sale.. I was lookin for a purple polo for the bf that matches with my purple top dress.. Found some, but i dun dare to buy it, in case he doesn't like it.. So might as well go with him lor..


Back in the office, work was easy breezy.. In my own world, doin my own thing.. At e same time joked n laughed with Joanne.. She left at 5.20pm, since the boss n the man who is a pain in his ass aka best friend was not around.. A few minutes before my time was up, the stupid lady forwarded me an email regarding an issue in which she can check for herself.. Like wat e hell siak..? Stop with the last minute can, u A-Hole..?!


Purchased 2 aparrels from bf's cuzzin n has since decided to come over to her place to  collect n make paement.. I wanted a dress n a printed animal top.. But sad, the S size was too big for me.. Instead, i got a black top as a replacement.. She deals with F21 aparrels.. Chilled out at her place for awhile.. The baby's cute, though.. Geram jek..!!


We head back home at atd 8 i think, n had dinner.. The dish was my all time favourite.. Heh~ During dinner, bf refreshed my memory bout the conflict he had with his cuzzin.. K, so now i noe who's she, the hubby is bf's friend etc.. After that, he spent his tyme with my hp, while i spent mine with psp, den shower, den psp again and den project... Heheh.. N we managed to book a pair of tix to SALT tomorrow at Iluma.. Show time starts at 8.10pm... :) I'm so sexcited yaw..!!! Can't wait for the date...!!!!

Alright.. That's all for now.. As of now, i have a thirst for something which i need to quench... Hehehehe.. Sayonara~

Signing Off : The Kitty Who Is Excited

Wednesday, August 4, 2010

My Cold Wet-Ness-Day

After i left the shower in the morning, i noticed the skiez doesn't lo0k so g0od.. True enuff, it was cloudy.. Pretty dark out thr.. How lovely if i could just slp the dae awae.. But na-ah.. I've changed my mindset.. I'm gonna kip up with work before it kips up with me.. N yeah, i can see now i'm pretty good with the apps.. No more complaints on my side.. InsyaAllah, all this will go sm0othly each n every day.. :) Btw, Joanne didn't turn up for work today as she called in sick.. Left home, the rain's pretty heavy.. Thank go0dness there's shelter all the wae to the bustop.. At least i dun hafta carry my ella with me.. The onli part that was wet was basically my feet n part of the dress..

When i reached the office, was told by Jason that IDA are coming.. Doing a security check n we'll hafta tidy up the place.. So, it's just me n Rachelle who does the cleaning since Dawn is awae in the warehouse.. The shitty part was, i planned to leave for lunch at 12.30pm.... But that damn blardy asshole decided to hold an abrupt meeting at that tyme..! Wat e hell..?! Despite it doesn't really concerns me since he wazn't putting his attention towards me, but den, wanna leave the place just like dat oso not nice mah.. Dawn n i were practically grumbling to each otha thru the communicator.. At 1pm, i juz pte chat with Rachelle n told her that i'm leaving for lunch no matter wat.. I haf gastritis, mind u..!

Lunch wat at Blk 92 thr, where i had marinara.. Yessa..! The indulgence to a plate of pasta with extra scallop... Ouh yeah~ While waiting, Dawn played with my hp n i just sit n looked at her.. Kinda funny when she gets so0o stressed up into finding the difference.. Hahahahah.. She sure enjoied herself with the game.. She browsed thru all the apps n such.. Can tell she realli loves my fone - ALOT.. Heee..

Back in the office, werk was as per normal.. Did all that was this wk n haf since started for next Tuesdae.. The go0d news is, my worst nightmare is ova... Did the PUB together with Rachelle.. Yay~ Kinda spent the dae takin my own swit tyme gettin the apps done.... :)

A few more mins n i'm off to meet my one n onli hunnie bunnie bear bacen.. Macam2 namer btol aku kasi dier ehk..? Yg penting, he's the HUBBY.. Nyeh~ Luv u, yah.. Can't wait 2 meet u.... Uwee~~

Signing Off : The Kitty Who Is Contented With Her Work

Tuesday, July 27, 2010

~Why Oh Why~

Weekend was a blast despite the fact part of the Saturdae was a total disaster.. Still, as alwaez, he managed to make me realize again and again how in luv he was with me.. Went to the cage at Kallang whr Team Qirana had a frenly match with Team Havana.. BF left the cage with scars on his face.. Aiyo.. Wat e hell..! But still, u're lo0kin as hot as eva, honey.. :) Supper was at KTM which epul did most of the talkin.. Frankly, i was already half aslp.. Thank gawd waty poked me.. Heh~ Back at home, while chillin n talkin 2 him, his brudder stepped in n told uz that he was involved in an accident.. Wounds lo0ked pretty bad... Had to force BF to take a look at e wounds.. -___- & i have a habit for feelin tingly n painful all ova when seein otha ppl's wounds n blo0d.. Still, i wanna see... Crappy rite..? 0_0


On Sunday, BF dropped the bomb to me n saed that he wanna get engage with me.. Wow.. I was left speechless lor.. N blushing at e same tyme... We did the calculations n i came up with a final ans that if he starts to save $500 as of next month (Aug 2010), by Oct 2014, he'll have $25,000 in hiz savingz acc already.. N he finds the month real nice.. It's in btwn the both of us.. I'm Sept & he's Nov.. :)


So on Monday.. Yes..! I was pretty lazy to get my stinkin ass off the bed n into the freakin shower n get ready to go to work.. After much tossin n turnin, i get up n got the ball rolling.. The day was fine.. Things went super well.. Even at werk.. No problemz were raised.. If so, it'z basically juz minor2 onez.. The dae ended, perfectly fine..


Today was kinda sucky.. 1st was about the clothez.. I dun realli noe how to eplain in details arh.. All i can sae was that i'm upset... I came to a point in which i'll throw all those tight-fitting, body-hugging, short skirtz, leggingz awae.. I dun find the purpose into keepin dem already.. So so0n enuff, i'll be back 2 being me again, back in 2005... Whr it's alwaez jeanz n t-shirt... Even if i need to wear office wear, i'll wear those long not-too-tight office pants n long-sleeved office top.. As for work, meeting went well n we came to an agreement between StagingDA & SCCM.. I explained to dem the difficulty on my side, while dey explained theirs.. Back in the office, nearin towards the end of the dae, thingz got pretty rough.. I find myself not in the mo0d for anything since i received an email regarding missing applications.. N truth is, i didn't even do it.. But den, wateva concerns app mapping, i'll b the first in line to get sho0t at by the boss.. Haizz...


Back at home, i didn't noe wat my mind was thinking.. All i azked myself was - wat e hell is wrong with u..? How could u possibly asked for a 4-days off from meetin e man whom u reali luv..? Dun u pity him..? Oh, u self-centered bytch..! But then, he has already agreed to it.. He's givin me all the space he could give even it's for sure it's beyond his meanz.. All i did was cried the moment i got into the room n hugged my bear.. I have no idea wat state i am in now.. All i could think of was to curl up n buried my face in my pillows..


True: I'll miss his hugs..
True: I'll miss his touch..
True: I'll miss his laughter..
True: I'll miss his eyes..
True: I'll miss his kisses..


True enough, I'll miss each & every single detail there is to it abt him..


Signin Off : The Kitty Who Is Dazed & Confuzed

Tuesday, July 20, 2010

All About My Toooos-Day

Morning started off pretty well.. Instead of waking up at 7.45am (after which BF would msg me, to notify me that he has reached his werkplace), i woke up 5 minz earlier.. Eh, eventho it's onli 5 freakin mins, 5 mins u can dream of something k..?! Heh~ But too bad.. I wasn't dreamin of anything.. :( So, off to the shower n got ready for werk... As usual, would call bf before n upon leaving the house..

Along the wae, an argument broke out.. Not realli argumentative la.. I mean, i was upset with the remarks he gave me.. But den again, that's the truth lor.. Still, which child can accept the fact that someone is talkin bad about her family..? Haiyah... So after we hung up, i juz texted him how i felt at that point.. I juz told him stuffs like if he findz it realli hard to adapt to my family's situation, he can jolly well give up.. Which in a wae, he saed that he won't.. Also, another thing that upsets me more was when he texted me n told me that i dun hafta meet him 2nite.. Wat e heck..?! I noe maebe on acc we, or maebe me who was peeved with him, n perhaps distance would be the best solution.. But den, i wanna meet him.. So, i was already fuming mad n texted him angrily.. I remembered he once told me that the relationship is put on a test - in which if a fight/argument/misunderstanding or watsova occur, we are limited to meet onli 1ce a wk.. So i told him that i'd rather sacrifice these few daez juz 2 spend the saturdae with him.. I was realli pissed off lor..! In the end, he sticked to the plan of the meet-up tonite..

Lunch was at Subwae with Joanne n Dawn.. We talked wateva we can talked about n after that, we went to look ard.. I saw a few clothingz at the interchange in which i planned to buy after i get my pay.. No worries, ayah.. They're cheap stuffs.. But pretty..!! Costs ard $12-$15 as stated on the display sign.. Betta rite..? N also, can we go to far east one of the weekends or weekdaez when u're not werkin..? I wanna take a look at the shoes in the shop called Trendyzone... Joanne saed that there rite, the shoes are always on sale!! It's selling off at $9.90... Can ayah..? Pur-lease!!! Heh~

As for the rest of the dae, thingz went pretty smooth.. Done with all the mapping scheduled for thursdae.. Wanted to do for Fridae, but see how arh.. Tired of rushing la.. :)

Signing Off : The Kitty Who Feels Like Her Head Is Juz Gonna Explode Each Tyme She Coughz!

Monday, July 19, 2010

== A Draggy Monday ==

Before i get into details regarding my draggy mondae, let's flash back to Sat & Sun.. HmMmMm.. Whr do i start..? Ok.. Met bf at 11.30am n head down to Civic Centre to collect my photocard liscense from the post office.. The mail man came personally to my home on Fridae, but no one was at home.. So yeah...!! The main card i've been waiting for..!!! Yeeha..! After that, we head down to Kallang KFC & had our lunch.. I couldn't finish up wat i ordered.. Maebe becoz of the wind in my tummy... Heh~ We chatted over lunch n had a great laugh.. We talked about kids nowadaes who are juz not disciplined enuff despite the fact they're old enuff to think wat's Yes & No.. Sheesh..! After that, we proceed with wat was planned for that dae.. :) Had a helluva great tyme with him, eventho somewhr in btwn, thingz got a lil bit frustratin for him.. Sorri ayah... Heh~

On Sundae, everything went smo0thly till e moment we reached his place.. Silent treatment was given n in the evening, a huge fight almost broke out.. Truth is, i was prepared for the fight.. But den again, i'm not prepared to face how it'll be like if he really blowz his top.. God forbid..! The fight started after he kept on sighing n sighing.. N yes, i was frustrated as on y does he kept sighing..? It's realli annoying, though.. We talked things out at nite n things got betta.. Den again, the relationship has now been put on a test.. As 2 whenever we have a fight, we're onli allowed to meet each otha juz 1 tyme..

Back to Mondae.. HmMmMm.. Reached the office n i started doin the app mappings for tmrw without further delay.. Normally, i'll speed my wae thru so that i can start on Wed's as scheduled.. But todae, it seems like i'm in my comfort zone.. I still do my werk, but more like in my own speed.. Hahahah.. Speakin of still-in-my-wkend-mode... Lol~ I managed to complete Tuesday's & Wednesday's mapping.. Yay~ Eventhough thr was alot of agencies, i can still slot tyme for FB.. Wat e heck.. Normally, i dun even have the tyme to even reply in a short moment after someone commented something.. On  the otha hand, perhaps i managed to complete was due for the fact that remedy was slow, so Joanne couldn't schedule all 40-50 users.. She onli managed to schedule 16.. Heh~ Lucky me.. Initiallie the plan was to stae till like 7.45pm, before knockin off & meeting bf on the spot.. Now it's comin to 6.45 n i'm done with everything.. Should i stae n do the pull sheets for wed's, or should i juz pack up n leave...? HmMmMm... I dunnoe.. See how arh..

Signing Off : The Kitty Who Is In Her Confused Mode 0_o

Saturday, July 17, 2010

Finally... :D

Finally, the week has passed n JAIHO..!! Saturdae'z here..!!! Yessaa..!! Gd morning, Saturdae..!! I welcome u with open armz yaw~ Hehehe.. Still, to wait for this very dae to come, lotsa thingz i went thru.. Top of the chart waz my sickness.. Haiyah~ Started with a cough on mondae.. Tot it was minor.. U noe, those kinda cough that comez when u laugh too hard.. Onli to find out that it was the beginning of a very bad sore throat n possibility - fever...! Kabam...!! When nite fallz, body heatz up.. Not externally, but internally.. My eyez were like on fire, i tell u.. N when i rolled dem from left to right, adoi..!! The muscle was being pulled sia.. Pain u noe..!! :( Had to take an mc the very next dae..

Back to werk on weds n continued doin my tasks.. Minded my own bisnes as per normal.. Hardly talked to anibody coz i juz dun feel like talkin.. Wanted to go lunch at e Makcik's place beside Esso, but it turned out to be somewhr else.. Yes la, i was pissed la kan.. But den, haiya~ Wateva la.. As long as my tummy's filled up, i'm fine.. On the otha hand, was pissed again coz i already saed i might walk a lil slow due to my shortness of breath, but it turned out i had to walk extra fast to catch up.. -.- Thank go0dness BF was thr to accompany me on the fone.. That distracted me from the fact that i was eventuallie - OUT OF BREATH..! After werk, met ma at Fork n Spoon n we had our dinner thr.. Nani, saket2 pon, lamb chop tak lepas ehk.. Heheheh.. Met BF at nite n thingz didn't went pretty well.. I was to0 sick to devote all my attention to him.. Sorrie baby.. :(

As for Thurs, another fucttup thing.. Staging boi came up to me n saed that App Mapping is becomin tremendously ridiculous.. Saein stuffs like it'z realli causin dem lotsa pressure n stress.. Keje maner tak stress, boi..? Da agency request tuh macam.. Kau nak aku buat aper..? Per saje jek.. Lao taknak stress gi dudok umah arh.. Abez crite~ Pfft..!

Den fridae (yesterdae), the flu n cough got real bad.. Enader doctor's visit.. BF was with me.. He's on mc to0.. Reason : Back pain... Hehehehe.. After that, we had our brunch at the kopitiam upstairs.. Both of us had Nasi Lemak.. As for BF, his was extra rice.. We ordered milo peng n teh peng.. Mak ai!! Peh tawar.. yelgh..!! N yes, after brunch, i he reminded me in his stern voice - Da makan obat lom...? Heh!

And so, evenin was as planned.. Followed him to the bbq pit organized by his station colleaguez.. When we reached, it was onli Kak Herda, her hubby, Zaki n Aleesya.. They juz started unpackin.. Nothin was ready yet.. Sat down a while to catch my breath before proceedin into helpin dem... I head up towards Aleesya n helped her peel the corns while she cut dem into half.. Once done, we buttered in n wrap it in the aluminium foilz.. :) The first batch of bbq-ing was done by me n BF.. He did the fanning.. :) We ate n laughed alot.. It was a warming nite in which i really enjoied myself despite the fact i am still not feeling well.. Thanx alot everyone.. :))

Reached home n get down to business.. Pack up some stuffz 1zt so that later in e dae, i won't rush.. I added some to-do thingz in e list which was to head down to the post office at civic to collect my photocard liscense (yay..!!) n also to OCBC to withdraw the cash needed for the dae.. OMG..!! I'm freakin excited rite now.. Can't wait can't wait can't wait..!!!

Signin off : The Kitty Who Is Mad Excited..!!!

Tuesday, July 6, 2010

:: The Past, Sumthing In Between & What's New ::

A lot of thingz has been happenin in our livez lately.. The good, the bad  the ugly.. U name it.. We got it.. Be it at werk, at home or in between uz..

Let's start with me ferst..

Previously, things at werk were atrocious, i tell u.. It juz felt like breakin down n cry in front of e whole wide werld.. I was pretty much pushed too hard n also was tryin my very best to make things better.. Stayed back late every nw n den juz to finish up the tasks as much as i could.. There was once, the beginning, i had 2 stae till like 8.15pm juz to complete the tasks.. OMG~ BF was pretty pissed n upset with that.. But thank God he had an extra helmet with him at werk.. So he told me to wait for him.. While waiting, i was practically chillin n sumwhat enjoin the 'nitelife' in a office on a FRIDAE.. Hahahaha.. When BF arrived, he looked super HOT in his FULL uniform.. *Singin* Oh My Gosh~~~~ Ok fine.. Mengakal moment... *slurp*
After that, we head down to Teh Tarik for dinner.. We had a luvly chat during dinner.. Den he received a msg frm Hus n he stated that on dat very nite, thr was a jamming session.. Enader last minute thing... Told him 2 pass the session, but Hus juz kept pleadin him 2 come with the reason the vocal is comin ova.. So ok lor.. Went home right after that, showered, n met him back... To tell u the truth, the vocalist is nowhr near FAME..

Regarding him plak, is basically abt his mom nagging at him 2 get a part tyme job.. Y laze ard at home without any benefits bla bla bla... That's all i noe la kan.. :)

Next, abt us.. Things got pretty much outta hand lately.. There were lotsa fights between us despite we were already ok.. Within a few minutes or perhapz the next dae, we'll start 2 fight again.. Stuffs about gettin a car, abt me, abt him, anything la.. But yesterdae was the werst in our fights list.. Blame me n my foul mouth n PMS.. Haiyah~ I didn't mean to blurt it out coz 2 me, he's not dat kinda person.. He'z juz someone who demands attention whenever he can get any.. And dat onli happenz when he's with me.. Like physically.. So yeah.. He saed somethin hurtftul to me the night before n i made it sound twice as hurtful.. Sometymes i wonder if 'twice' is even the correct calculation.. Could be more den dat.. N yes, i shot him straight in his head, wishing that i could juz point the tip of the gun at my head n juz pull the trigger...But that's equivalent to givin up. I fought for his love so bad. I won't wanna risk everything by givin up..
So we talked the nite awae.. Tryin meanz n waez to settle everything, but it turned out that i'm creatin more problemz in between.. I juz feel like runnin up 2 him n hug him as tight as i could.. Haiz.. I gave him mindless terms n conditions which was in a wae extremely difficult to even sae it out.. But it was saed out aniwae.. Heart was heavy.. It hurts like hell.... I've hurt the man i luved s0o dearly.. This tyme round, it will leave a permanent scar on him.. What haf i done...??? I'm sucha BYTCH....!!!

N yesterdae was fine.. I guess... Met him at his carpark as per normal n had dinner with him.. I talked to him during dinner n shared with him details he nids to noe.. Den along the wae, thru the end, somethin happened.. He was not his oldself.. I could it.. I tried to be nice to him.. But it didn't work out. He was still distant towards me.. But den again, all i could do is juz face up 2 him n smile, assuring myself things are going to be juz fine..

At nite, we chatted on e fone awhile before he started to sing.. I was serenaded by hiz tone n juz remain quiet.. He sang n sang n i wished we could've hung up earlier or maebe i could juz crack my brainz n opened a dumb topic.. He asked me a question which realli hurts me alot.. I tried to avoid it, but comin to e end of the conversation, i juz told him i respected his decisions.. Thinking that he already saed 'gdbye', i juz hung up the fone.. He called me back n saed that i hung up on him again... Wat e heck~ Enader misunderstanding.. He wanted to talk abt it the very nite, but i was too slpy already.. My head was already thumpin like mad it could juz explode.. 

Woke up the very next day n noticed that his msgs were not sincere.. It felt like as if he was forced to msg me.. So i juz texted him that if his not willing to send any msgs, dun bother.. N kabo0m..! The fight continued.. Haishh... We were arguing all the wae from the moment i left home till e very moment i reached the office.. Due to e headache i had, i took a cab..

I juz told him wat was really happenin n wat i'm realli facing. I told him i was apologetic n juz wanz thingz to b the wae it was... I wan the old him back.. I HATE the new him.. I totally DESPISE that person... So i told him that unless i get the old raffi back n m realli assure i got him back, things will definitely b ok.. But den again, onli tyme will tell..

We've been fighting alot lately & it's extremely sucky.. Both of uz juz wan the honeymoon period back.. Coz i can c that e period has sumwhat ended.. I'm tryin my very bezt 2 get that period back.. All i wan is the man whom i used to chase 4 mnths ago like hell - juz to get his freakin attention..


I luv u, ayah.. Alot... More than u can eva imagine.. Despite there are moments i might not show how much u mean 2 me, but truth is, i'm willing to take e bullet for u..








Signing Off : The Kitty Who Wanz The Man Whom She Used To Chase 4 Months Ago

Monday, June 7, 2010

A Bad Night's Sleep & A Swollen Throat

Adoi!! Was coughin awae at nite.. All e wae till e very moment i had to wake up.. The last tyme i checked the tyme was already 3am... Woke BF up coz previouzly he told me he wanna use e bathroom.. To wake him up, u'll need to wake him up hard.. I uzed wateva energy i had left but still, he didn't wake up.. I ended up finishin e energy due to the cough.. As a result, i gave up.. I juz let him slp.. He wasn't facin me when he sleeps.. Was abt to complain, n den i remembered he complained many tymes bout diz issue.. Hahaha.. So now, it's me facin this.. Lol~ So i hugged him from e back (he's my giant bolster / bear bacen), but it onli lasted for a while, coz after dat, i start coughin again n again.. Alamak!! Gangguan teknikal betol arh.. I was pretty pissed coz my throat hurts like hell - practically swollen, i ended up cryin.. It was so hard, i had to get off e bed n sit at e space in between e wall n my bed.. I dun wanna wake BF up.. He was sound aslp....

I onli managed to sleep ard 5 i think.. When his alarm went off at 5.30am, i juz reached out for it n ended e alarm.. Sori baby.. I was frustrated enuff alreadi.. Gimme at least enader half an hour... So went my alarm went off, i was like - WHAT?? It's half an hour ALREADI?!! Wahlao!!
Took a while to get out of bed coz my head was realli heavy.. After BF left, body heat starts to rise... Temp check - 38.9deg cel.. Wth!

I wanted to go to werk, but my head feels really heavy.. It took me some tyme to go to e kitchen from my ro0m.. Dat'z hw bad it is.. So texted e main ppl dat i won't b comin in.. My throat is realli killing me..

Signing Off : The Kitty Who Wishes To Slit Her Throat Open, Take It Out, Wash It Clean & Place It Back In Place.. -.-

Thursday, June 3, 2010

-- A Day Spent With The Man --

This happened yesterdae - 2nd June 2010...

Woke up, opened e main do0r n wow!!! It was damn cold out thr!! Cold breeze kissed my skin.. N tell u e truth, dat is not such a gd thing~ So when i wanted to shower, along e wae, i was coughin like hell.. Throat starts to hurt wheneva i coughed or swallow anithing.. N mom - being e kastam officer as olwaez, stopped me n feel my forehead... She went, 'adeq, u're running a temperature alreadi.. Go see a doctor or something...' I told her, 'No Ma, i got things to do...' She juz sho0k her head n continued makin breakfast..

Met BF n off we went to have breakfast at McDonald's.. He requested for it.. Yes Ayah.. I asked u 3x in a row if u realli wanted it.. N u saed YES.. =p So, i got myself breakfast deluxe, n BF got himself sausage mcmuffin, but later found out he hatez cheeze.. So we traded.. I made him enader burger frm my BD dis tyme with egg n i ate hiz burger.. =) Breakfast was lurve!! The the premium brewed coffee - SUPERB! But den, throat starts to swell again.. Coughin hurts n i can't even yawn.. Adoi!! Texted the main ppl dat i won't b comin in.. So off to BF's place..

Played with Ikhy the moment i stepped in.. Hehehe... Scratchin her head, her ears n whereva i can lae my fingers on.. Lepak2 in his room n dozed off.. My head started to spin alreadi.. It was unbearable.. N i admit, when i'm sick, i can get very mengakal.. U noe to a certain fact that i wan him 2 be with me but at e same tyme i dun wanna be disturbed...? Fickle-minded la me.. Wahlao! He WAS craving for my attenti0n.. But i simply shoved him away.. OH MY GOD!! I'm such a meanie.. I mean, i'm sorie.. I didn't mean it.. Yet, he still hugged me n all.. Even when i dun respond to him.. Gosh AYAH.. I luv u, sia!!!!

Later in e dae, he finally confessed to me.. He saed that i m jealous of him n his electric guitar while he's jealous of me n my FB... 0_0 i'm like - ouhkae.. Perhaps i put too much attention into it.. Hehehe.. Round the clock it's me n FB.. Nyeh!

At nite, we went to cozwae point.. By BUS.. Wow!!! I managed to drag BF to take e bus with me... Hehehe.. N he kept complainin n yawning.. But i dun care.. I won!! I managed to make him take e bus!!! JAIHO! Our missio at cozwae - to find me a top (a navy blue one) to match with e CK top i bought for him.. N mission was a complete failure.. I couldn't find anithin.. Haiyah!! Got a pair of earringz instead.. Wanted to get a ring as well, but wat we saw is not wat we wanted... Haizz..

Dinner was at Burger King.. Wow!! BF ate burger - again.. I dun mind if u're still cho0zy.. Enader mission success.. Hehehehe.. I made u eat burgers.. Hehehehe.. N he was hepi dat his craving was satisfied.. He sure enjoyed his Hershey's Sundae Pie.. He was too buzy indulging himself, dat it was me doin the talkin all e wae.. But i dun mind.. He talked alot already back at home.. So it's my turn.. =) We balance things, ok.. ;p Dinner was filled with lotsa laughter.. N yes, i enjoyed entertainin him during dinner.. Undergoin training? Guess so.. Hehehe..

I'm like seriously head over heels with my man.. Practically if i can do a cartwheel, i'll do it.. Kk.. Too drama-mama.. If i were to do it, i think he'll go : Yenna rascal la... MIND IT! Hahaha... K ayah, i noe u're smiling widely n maebe laughin as well.. Control.. Heheheheheh.... I luv ya, baby!!!

Signing Off : The Kitty Who Luvz Her Man Alot.. (Like DUH!)

Still Water Runs Deep - Air Yg Tenang Jgn Sangka Takder Buaya

So here's e thing.. Aku da mangkok abez ngan orang besar no 2 aku.. Last wk, c lahabao tuh anta aku msg bukan2 thru communicator.. WTH seii... Tkder respect langsong siak.. I mean, c'mon la.. Jgn pasal aku nih kecik, budak baru, tak pernah tunjok kemarahan aku yg takder kaitan ngan keje, tak semestinyer kau lei pijak kepale aku per? Tak semestinyer aku nyer orang dgr kater, aper kau suro buat aku buat (work basis), kau tak perlu nak jadik pervert per...? Tak semestinyer aku datang keje ngan love bites, kau tak perlu nak ckp kotor ngan aku per..? So wat lao aku kinky? So wat lao aku notty? Ngan matair aku sorang jek per... Kau nak sebok asal? Kau nak jage tepi skirt aku asal? Kau saper siak..? Kau takder kene mengena ngan idop luar aku.. Senang kater arh - kau takder kene mengena ngan aku langsong.. Speakin of which, nih macam da terjadik, kau raser aku maseh hormat kau ke? Kau raser aku maseh nak pandang kau ke..? Kirim salam sua joi! Nih baru aku leii ckp - AKU BUKAN BOHSIA! I'm not some pick up chix u can find by e road side, with a snap of a finger i'll undress for u.. Sorrie dude, it doesn't werk dat wae.. Neither will it eva werk dat wae.. N yes, aku delete kau from FB.. Tk puas?? Lu peh pasal arh boi!!!! FB aku.. Aku nyer suker arh! N u dun own me PERSONALLY k, MUTHAFUCKA~?!

Bottom line, jgn pandang aku kecik arh.. Tgn nih da lamer tak jamah orang.. Jgn kasi dier jamah lagi. Once dier da start, dier taknak stop..!! So, kip ur distance n BEHAVE!

Signin Off : The Kitty Who Has Forgotten How To Keep Her Cool & Hafta Be Constantly Reminded By Her BF To Do So..

Tuesday, June 1, 2010

My Poor Baby

And so, baby is upset n depressed of the tings that are goin on his life.. He feelz realli down at dis very moment due to various issues.. He needs me - really bad.. But i feel bad myself coz i can't be thr for him... Thr he is, in e comfort of him own home, thinkin of all e things he could think off, waiting for me patiently to finish e dae at werk... Here i am, at werk, basically hafta complete wateva tasks assigned to me & at e same tyme, wanting to be thr for him.. But wat can i do? Juz hafta wait for e dae to pass by asap.. Coz each n every moment in my life, is alwayz waiting for e dae for me to reunite back with him.. It's in hiz armz whr i belonged..

I miss you~

Signin Off : The Kitty Who Noez That Her Master Yearns For Her Now