Updates On Me..

Hi..! I noticed i've been away for a VERY long tyme with no updates in btwn. Been busy with work, life & whatnots. Many things have been goin on lately, such as:

• The friendship between me & yaty is realli strong. It's hard to keep us apart.
• Aan now has a gerlfren & he kinda like changed a lot. Haizz..
• My relationship with the gerlfrenz @ work has fallen out. Miss Porky is still being ubber bitcy & i dun wish to have any other contacts with her except during working hours (IF NEEDED!).

I still remembered what me & BF went thru shit just to make our holidae werked! Initial plan was to go with Waty, Mimi & Aan. But Waty & Mimi backed out due to some family issues. Shortly afta, Aan backed out with reasons that he wanna continue study. So the money he has can onli go to his motorbike insurance & studies. The holidae was on 31st March 2011, Waty's bdae. I still remembered that me & even fell out many times in between the planning. I almost couldn't go..! But afta much2 planning, the holiday was a success..! We had tonnes of fun & indulged to a lot of fo0d..!! I'm realli looking forward to another one, if thr's means for us.. InsyaAllah.. :)

During The Weekends~~

On Saturday, woke up at 9.30 (instead of 8am) n met bf an hour later. Had breakfast at McDonalds (Wdl Mart), followed by a trip to Global.. It was a visit to Sophia's doctor.. :) On the wae, the sun was scorching above us.. I was in my shorts n tell ya the truth, i was already kinda tanned the moment we reached thr. My skin was like partly red afta which, it turned to be mocha. I loike..!! Tanned.. :D We reached at 1.15pm n everything was completed at 3.45pm. Snap pictures here and thr which will be uploaded into my facebook afta some finishing touches. 

Chillaxation at his place with his mom before we decided to proceed with the nite's plan. Showed her the 10.10.10 video which she hazn't seen n watched the tv. Hindustan was super gd. But neva get to watch till the very end. Half an hour till the shows ova, i was told to shower n get ready. -.- Met Ayie at wheelock carpark. Otw meeting Aan & urat, they saed that they're proceeding back to the carpark.. So, we had to retrace back our footsteps.. The 4 boiz sat n talked while i minded my own business.. We were waiting for Mimi n Watie 2 arrive before proceeding to MSQ. Urat wanted 2 eat thr. Had poori with chrysanthemum tea and bf had nasi lemak with teh tarik tawar.. Hehehe.. The plan proceeded on with a walk to MBS. (Marina Bay Sands).

Before that, we had to pit stop under the brigde while waiting for the rest to arrive. We talked, we laughed n in betweens, some of us minded our own business.. And talked n laughed again.. Hahaha.. Ayie was the Bahan-Of-The-Day. Or more like, he was alwayz the one makin us laugh like thr's no tomorrow.. Hahaha.. When all was thr, we started walking.. Tell ya the truth, i was 95% battery flat afta the wait. (Maklomlah.. Da tua.. Night life is not for me animore..) But jokes n laughters, n of coz, my bf, kept me going.. :) Once we reached the shopping center, KEJAKUNAN sumer teserlah.. Hahahahaha.. N yeah, BF, mimi n faiz had a freaking hard tyme tryna find their bikes when we wanna go home.. Lol~

Overall, the nite was fun.. Eventho thr was still hatred, despise n critics in the air, still, we all managed to put a smile on our faces.. Love it..!! Bestest was - the Group photo.. Nice.. :)

As for Sunday, i spent the day SLEEPING.. Hehehehehe... ;p

And So... It's TGIF.. :)

This morning, me n bf was supposed to have our breakfast at McDonalds, but he has to report to work. He received a text msg at 5am from hiz OM regarding this. So yeah, i was upset, but wat can i possibly do..? Took my tyme gettin ready n left home at 8.45am. Guess wat, i was practically fondling with my throngs of clothings - thinking wat 2 wear so that i look presentable.. I came across my Chaos mini black dress.. I was like, 'Oh my God..!! It's been ages since i wore this, evasince i gained unexpected weight..' I decided to try it on.. After i did, i was admiring myself in the mirror. It fitz - perfectly.. Except for the fact i cannot hide my bunz.. Their kinda bulging out NICELY.. :) On the otha hand, i was lazy 2 wear a 2 piece clothing. I'd rather stick 2 a dress.. Hehehehe..

Reached the office at 9.40am n i saw Joanne, Dawn n William in the room.. The ferst thing i asked them was 'Did i miss anything..??' Thankfully - No... Phew~ Checked my emails and all the SRs mapping for today are all completed. Updated the board n prepare for the printing of pull sheets for Mass Deployments, scheduled to be delivered next Monday. In between, FB-ed here n thr.. :) Received a msg from BF saein that his replacement has arrived n he's proceeding back home.. Lucky him.. I'm still here, stuck, feelin redundant all ova.. :s But to look on the bright side, he's gonna fetch me home.. :) That's nice.. Would be delighted if Jason n Gemok left early like yesterday, so that i can selit n leave at 5 again... Juz like yesterday.

Decided to have my lunch at fork n spoon later. As of now, i'm thinkin of havin chicken rice.. Dunnoe la once i reach thr, will it still be chicken rice anot.. HmMmMmMm.. Ouh well.. Let's see wat Friday has in store for me..

Signing Off : The Kitty Who Has Nothing To Do At Work..

All About My Thursday~

Woke up at 7am this morning.. Breakfast date at fork & spoon with BF before heading down to werk. Had to report extra early today as the big shots are coming. :) And so, instead of having the regular indian breakfast, we decided to change to chinese style~ He had nasi lemak with no nuts while i had fried bee hoon with seaweed chicken n sausage. :) Yum2.. Afta dat, head for werk n we arrived the building @ 9.20am.. Nice.. :D When the big shots came in, they talked 2 us n we laughed n laughed.. We got compliments that they like us.. Hehehehe~

As for werk, things are getting pretty much nice now.. Except for the fact that i am already startin to hate SPF.. Changes here n thr.. Haiyo~ Since in the morning i had to kip askin the ARM for UAM.. N finally, managed to send the mapping 3.14pm..

Aniwae, thr's this idiot who is out to discriminate kakak on FB. He's practically talkin abt not to start a relationship to those who are married till it's gonna be possible that their marriage will be ruined.. Calling her a shit-faced n an icebox.. What e hell man..? I mean, who the hell is he to sae such things? Does he own her? Does he support her in terms of food n lodging all these while..? Who the hell does he think he is..? Call himself a man, when he couldn't even sae it in front of her face directly.. Pathetic..! N ya la, of coz i was fuming mad.. I'm also startin to dislike some of her frenz lor. I cannot ask her to stop be-friending dem, but all i can do is comment wheneva thr's a need to.. Haizzz.. Life.. Ppl cannot see otha ppl hepi.. DUMBASS..!!

Ouh well, i've completed 90% of mass deployment for next week.. Hell yeah..!! Waiting for the time to end so that i can hepily meet my darling bacen who's a cutie.. :D Yes Ayah.. CUTIE..!!!

Signing Off : The Kitty Who Normally Comes To Work, Well, To Be A Model.. Since She Has Most Of Her Tasks Completed..

The Past & The Present.. (I Can't Think Of The Future For Now)...

Lotsa things have been happening lately.. Pretty surprises n also the 'OMG' kinda surprises.. Let's start with 'OMG' shall we..? I was late in my mensus n didn't think much abt it. During the fasting month, thr were some hiccups which i was down with a gastric pain that i neva had before. When i went to the doctor, he kept askin me when was my last period n when should the next one come.. I told him the details and such. As days goes by, i feel a lil uncomfortable n cranky every now n den.. I get hungry easily n i demanded for lotsa things.. HmMmMmMm.. During raya season, i found out i was carryin Smurf..

BF helped me with the research for the clinic he can think off. I was upset for the fact i couldn't keep it.. How to..? i'm not stable enough.. Fast forward - after the appt with the doctor, i decided to keep it for at least a wk before baby has to go.. During the entire wk, i played with it, talked to it, cried with it n even snored with it. Smurf was definitely close to BF coz each n every day, i juz wanna meet him n not wanting to seperate. Eventho i was VERY tired..

During the very last moments, i juz cried my heart out when BF asked me - are you ready for tomorrow..? Truth is - i was NOT..!! I was NOT prepared to let him go~ He was onli 3cm.. He was so0o0o small.. But i could feel how BIG he was inside.. He knew he was luved - alot.. But not much enough to prevent all this from happenin.. He wanted to stae.. But there's nothing we can do.. :'( During the whole procedure, i was aslp.. But then, Smurf gave me a pretty pleasant dream. I love you, Smurf.. Alot.. I juz couldn't stop cryin at nite.. I woke up, with wet face.. OMG.. I was cryin in my slp.

As for work, things are fine now. I've buck with my attendance n definitely - working attitude.

That's all i wanna sae.. My mind is all filled with Smurf.. And BF of coz..

Signing Off : The Kitty Who Has Burried Her Precious Gem Deep In Her Heart.. So So Deep..

A Freakin-Draggy Thursday

Once upon a time, in the central part of Singapore, there's a lady who works for HP.. She's a Data Analyst n yes, she's bored... Lol.. I can speed up n do for Tuesday as well.. But dunnoe leii.. Mindset not at werk la.. It's misplaced somewhr.. At home maebe.. Or maebe, BF brought it along with him.. Up to date, i'm currently doing the apps for Monday's shipment.. Consists a total of 10 Agencies... Here are the details: -




Here are the BULK SUITES...

• ACRA: 18 (Not Done)
• MOH: 1 (Done)
• NPS: 11 (Done)
• PUB: 130 (Not Done)
• SUBC: 14 (Done)

Here are the SERVICE REQUESTS...

• MICA: 1 (Done)
• DOS: 1 (Done)
• PSD: 3 (Done)
• NEA: 1 (Done)
• VITA: 2 (Done)

ACRA & PUB are not done coz Leoni is still investigating on the messy apps.. Hmm.. Wat else is not done ehk..? Ouh ya.. The fact i need to call bf n check on him.. Hahahah.. Will call once i'm done updating..


Plus..! Today the gemok man kena scold by the Boss.. Lol..! It was a short entertainment though.. He eventuallie scolded him in front of me.. Hah..! Baik arh boss..! N yeah, thruout, Cik Gerl shared with me her marriage life which is in a wae, as bad as wat we last heard of her.. Haiyoh..


I am practically staring at the lappy with my sleepy eyes.. Hands are typing realli fast but then, i wanna go home.. It's onli 4... :( Faster la 5.30pm.. Pur-leash..!!!!


Signing Off : The Kitty Who's Eyez Are REALLI Heavy

Sleepy Wet-Ness-Day

Hi, i'm bored.. N you are..? Yes, i'm seriously bored n slpy since it started raining.. Plus, the internet connection is kinda slow n also, DMD is givin me a hard time.. Reason: Despite the successfull attempts in validating n importing, still, e application mappings came out blank.. 0.0 So, whr did the apps go..? HmMmMm.. Emailed the engineers n asked dem to look into the matter..

Secondly, in the morning, i emailed the boss n clarified with him whether on Raya eve, are we given half dae.. Till now he hasn't replied.. Find it not important..? Up to u.. If i were 2 send my leave requests later den the standard procedures, dun blame me.. But aniwae, heard that he's flyin back home for 2 wks.. So yeah.. I think he's leavin on Raya Eve itself.. Bz callin here n thr to check on his flight.. Still, at least reply the email la.. Wah lao..!

So here i am, glued to my sit, eyes forced opened.. Not talkin to anione n i noe that if i were 2 start talking, i'll need to clear my throat first. If not, it will sound like system rosak, u noe.. Called bf ard noon tyme n was definitely jealous that he was slpin.. =_= I wanna go home n slp la... My eyes are pretty heavy.. But den, when nite comes, nak tido susah.. Alwaes..! At werk, slpy as hell despite got things to do.. At home, as fresh as a daisy.. HmMm.. Typical human being.. Hahahahaha..

Gosh..! It's cold here..! Who the hell decrease the temp when i've already set it to a nice cozy office..? Neither too cold nor too warm.. Grrrr..!!!

K la.. Till den.. Will update if thr's anithing.. Chiao..!

Signing Off : The Kitty Who Is Half Awake.. (=_0)

A Pleasant Monday Evening

Yesterdae, i left the office at exactly 5.30pm.. There was eventuallie nothing for me to do the entire time.. Thru-out the whole afterno0n i waz in, all i did was 2 send juz 1 pathetic app mapping's email n e rest of the hourz, i juz surfed the internet, plaed FB n update my blogz.. N we even had a minor History Class.. Hahahaha.. Also, in between the time left before i left, i chatted with Nana, Icha n Adeq (Aceh) on FB... Kept bugging them bcoz i was damn bored.. They're nice to entertain me back.. Uwee~~~ Genap 5.30pm - CABOT..!! Hahaha..

On e wae back, called bf n he accompanied me all e wae back home.. He doesn't sound like as if he had a gd dae.. So, i told him 2 share his side of the dae n yeah, sure as hell it wasn't e dae he hoped for.. Monday summore.. Tsk~ Lotsa nuisance callz which were not even THAT emergency.. Haiyo.. N worst, thr was a Crime Watch sh0oting at his station.. His rezt tyme was interrupted bcoz of that.. N dat made his dae werst.. Reached home at ard 6.20-6.25pm n saw ma standing outside the house talkin to our neighbour.. Greeted dem, took the bagz frm her n went into the houze.. Shortly afta that, called bf n we talked awhile.. I was practically yapping awae, n he was falling aslp.. He saed it's a gd idea coz he needed hiz rezt.. -___- With me yapping, n u falling aslp, da salah tuh, bang... =.= After we hung up at 6.45pm, went to the kitchen but all was prepared.. Except for the hot drinks.. So, i used the remaining tyme n closed the kitchen do0r to plae with the kittiez.. :)

Iftar with ma n kakak was enader bliss.. Thr was nasi ayam, nasi briyani daging, murtabak n goreng pisang.. Delish..! But i skipped the nasi briyani, though.. Tempting, but.. Nehmind.. Had the murtabak instead in which the daging kambing tak la overwhelming sngt mcm nasi briyani kan.. The topic was a seemingly surprized one - Mama opened the topic about Raffi.. She asked me whr's raffi at..? How iz he..? Posa ke tidak..? So, i told her that he had an extremely rough dae, but Alhamdulillah, he managed to succumb to it n passed.. He fasted the entire dae.. She even asked who has more religion knowledge..? Clear cut it's Raffi la.. I even told ma that he has had e intention to bring me go for a terawih session.. The thing is, i'm alone.. As in the onli gerl.. N ma was surprised, at e same tyme, smiling with glee.. I even told her that for Raffi, he will control his pain n frustrations during the month of Ramadhan.. For Raini, he won't.. He likez to skip his fast.. N ma juz nodded with silence.. She saed: Bagos arh kau dapat matair macam Raffi.. Berugama, ader sense of responsibilty etc.. Well, lo0kz like she's tryna atone for the mistakez she once blurted on purpose.. Den again, I can see ma likez Raffi.. But she's juz being egoistic n emotional.. Typical ma evasince she was diagnosed with cancer.. Kuat mrajok. Some ppl findz it annoying.. I do too.. But sometymes, i'll juz talk 2 her regarding that attitude of hers.. 

At night, met my laling n prepared his buka cum makan malam for him.. More like i juz make the tea.. He took the rice himself.. Well, i wanted to prepare it for him, but i noe he's damn hungry already.. So, let him take lor, while i continue makin his tea for him.. Sat down with him at the table n have my tea as well..Mine was tea-o.. Back inside, he started complaining abt his werk, in which it was rather rare for me to hear those.. As in really2 complain about it.. He hardly complainz maebe for the fact that he noes i'm stressed enough at werk..?? So i sat down n listened to each n every single complainz..

The night ended brilliantly well n before we left for home, he showed me the mysterious orangey-red diamond in the sky.. It was thr, blinking juz like a star, but after that, it started to move pretty fast towards the east n disappeared into the night sky.. Freaky..? I noe.. But den, WHAT is that..?? I wanna noe.. I need to noe.. I'm curioz.. N yes, curiosity kills the cat.. Well at least, i get to noe wat that was rite..? :D

Signing Off : The Kitty Who Has Had A Beautiful Nite

When Sophia Needs A Doctor - BADLY..!

This happened yesterdae, when we were at the carpark, getting ready to proceed to Dam to meet the team.. BF found it hard to start her, and when she finally starts, the meter needle went up again.. Not a good sign though.. Means that her battery is really weak.. But the thing is, he juz got her battery changed 2 wks ago...!

At dam, when we wanted to proceed to sakura, she juz won't start.. She refuses 2 start.. The bois gave a helping hand n helped to push start.. BF was seriously upset n me, was confused.. Like i saed, it's onli been 2 wks.. Y is this happening..? Even after we had our supper, she needed a push start again..

On Sundae afternoon, BF called his mechanic n was told to leave the bike thr, and can onli collect it on Tuesdae.. Shop close mah.. Definitely, he hates the idea of leaving her behind.. So i just told him to send to Tommy's.. He was indecisive, but i pestered him to send her thr since she needed a doctor - BADLY.. If she's sick, so is the medic/bf/hubby.. N when he's sick, wat can e data analyst/gf/wife do..? All she can do was to make things rite.. By investing into something for a good cause.. That is to send her to the doctor n get her fixed.. Thr, we were both waiting anxiously, hoping it's jus the battery, and not some other things linked to it.. After a long wait, true enuff it was jus the battery.. They changed the battery n was charged $65 for it..

We den head down to McDonald's at Woodland Mart n had our dinner thr... At the carpark before heading home, we laughed alot.. BF la, buat lawak..! Hehehe....

Now that Sophia is fine, so is the medic.. N now that they're both fine, i can heave a sigh of relief a wake to a brand new day tomorrow.. :) Good night Sophia.. Rest well.. Maebe u're gonna get a bath later today... See u so0n..

Signing Off : The Kitty Who Is Contented With Today.. :)

Thirst-Day

And so, my thursdae started off pretty rushy... Set the alarm at 6.45am, but i swear i didn't heard the buzzer went off.. An hour after that, BF called me thrice, den i heard the phone rang... The 1zt tot was - y is the sound so soft..? When i saw the tyme, i was like - Holy Canope..!!! Please dun tell me he has already gotten ready...! Answered the call n was about to apologize, onli to hear that he was e one whom apologised to me... Reason: He lowered down the volume of my hp, n forgot to set it back to its original volume... -___- No wonder la..~ Off the bed n straight to the shower.. Texted Rachelle n saed that i'll be late coz i overslept..

Met him at 8.30am n went for breakfast at KFC.. Had the usual - Plain porridge (no spring onions n fried shallots).. Talked as we had breakfast.. N the bf was supposed to report to HQ at 10.30am, but he texted his OM, askin if it was ok if he neva turn up.. Replied was that he has to go to Clementi/Tamp to cover as 2nd Medic.. He asked me if it was ok for him to go home first n change his footwear.. I agreed.. Upon reachin, he asked again if i could spare him some time.. I was like - huh..? Wat else do u wanna do..? He gave me that evil grin n i noe he was up to no good.. He called the one of his colleagues stationed at Tamp i think, n asked her to pakat with him.. Asking her to sign in n out on his behalf.. Pfft..!

Reached the office at ard 10.45am, somewhr thr.. Quickly switched on the computer n get down to business.. Lunch was at pepper lunch n i scalded my right arm, thanks to the hotplate.. -___-'' After which we went to the display area whr there was John Little's sale.. I was lookin for a purple polo for the bf that matches with my purple top dress.. Found some, but i dun dare to buy it, in case he doesn't like it.. So might as well go with him lor..

Back in the office, work was easy breezy.. In my own world, doin my own thing.. At e same time joked n laughed with Joanne.. She left at 5.20pm, since the boss n the man who is a pain in his ass aka best friend was not around.. A few minutes before my time was up, the stupid lady forwarded me an email regarding an issue in which she can check for herself.. Like wat e hell siak..? Stop with the last minute can, u A-Hole..?!

Purchased 2 aparrels from bf's cuzzin n has since decided to come over to her place to  collect n make paement.. I wanted a dress n a printed animal top.. But sad, the S size was too big for me.. Instead, i got a black top as a replacement.. She deals with F21 aparrels.. Chilled out at her place for awhile.. The baby's cute, though.. Geram jek..!!

We head back home at atd 8 i think, n had dinner.. The dish was my all time favourite.. Heh~ During dinner, bf refreshed my memory bout the conflict he had with his cuzzin.. K, so now i noe who's she, the hubby is bf's friend etc.. After that, he spent his tyme with my hp, while i spent mine with psp, den shower, den psp again and den project... Heheh.. N we managed to book a pair of tix to SALT tomorrow at Iluma.. Show time starts at 8.10pm... :) I'm so sexcited yaw..!!! Can't wait for the date...!!!!

Alright.. That's all for now.. As of now, i have a thirst for something which i need to quench... Hehehehe.. Sayonara~

Signing Off : The Kitty Who Is Excited

== The Confuzed Kitty Who Finally Made Her Decision ==

Shortly after i posted the previous blog, i've decided to stae n finish up with the pull sheets.. Heh~ Took my tyme n did it slowly.. No interruption, no intermission watsoeva... It took me like 1 hr to get the pull sheets done.. Had to manually upload the apps to DMD n insert the user details.. In between, i finally remembered i've yet to submit my MC.. Hahahah.. Passed it to Rachelle..

So now that i'm done, i can heave a sigh of relief n start afresh for tmrw.. Yay~ So long office...

& hello my hot hubby... Pls ehk, ayah.. Maintain that voice of urs.. I'm so0o0o0o in the mo0d for LURVE rite now.. Heh~ See u soon, bacen.. Muahhh!!!

Signin Off : The Kitty Who Is Now Skipping Her Heart Awae To Meet Her Hunky Boncet Bear Bacen.. =)

Finally... :D

Finally, the week has passed n JAIHO..!! Saturdae'z here..!!! Yessaa..!! Gd morning, Saturdae..!! I welcome u with open armz yaw~ Hehehe.. Still, to wait for this very dae to come, lotsa thingz i went thru.. Top of the chart waz my sickness.. Haiyah~ Started with a cough on mondae.. Tot it was minor.. U noe, those kinda cough that comez when u laugh too hard.. Onli to find out that it was the beginning of a very bad sore throat n possibility - fever...! Kabam...!! When nite fallz, body heatz up.. Not externally, but internally.. My eyez were like on fire, i tell u.. N when i rolled dem from left to right, adoi..!! The muscle was being pulled sia.. Pain u noe..!! :( Had to take an mc the very next dae..

Back to werk on weds n continued doin my tasks.. Minded my own bisnes as per normal.. Hardly talked to anibody coz i juz dun feel like talkin.. Wanted to go lunch at e Makcik's place beside Esso, but it turned out to be somewhr else.. Yes la, i was pissed la kan.. But den, haiya~ Wateva la.. As long as my tummy's filled up, i'm fine.. On the otha hand, was pissed again coz i already saed i might walk a lil slow due to my shortness of breath, but it turned out i had to walk extra fast to catch up.. -.- Thank go0dness BF was thr to accompany me on the fone.. That distracted me from the fact that i was eventuallie - OUT OF BREATH..! After werk, met ma at Fork n Spoon n we had our dinner thr.. Nani, saket2 pon, lamb chop tak lepas ehk.. Heheheh.. Met BF at nite n thingz didn't went pretty well.. I was to0 sick to devote all my attention to him.. Sorrie baby.. :(

As for Thurs, another fucttup thing.. Staging boi came up to me n saed that App Mapping is becomin tremendously ridiculous.. Saein stuffs like it'z realli causin dem lotsa pressure n stress.. Keje maner tak stress, boi..? Da agency request tuh macam.. Kau nak aku buat aper..? Per saje jek.. Lao taknak stress gi dudok umah arh.. Abez crite~ Pfft..!

Den fridae (yesterdae), the flu n cough got real bad.. Enader doctor's visit.. BF was with me.. He's on mc to0.. Reason : Back pain... Hehehehe.. After that, we had our brunch at the kopitiam upstairs.. Both of us had Nasi Lemak.. As for BF, his was extra rice.. We ordered milo peng n teh peng.. Mak ai!! Peh tawar.. yelgh..!! N yes, after brunch, i he reminded me in his stern voice - Da makan obat lom...? Heh!

And so, evenin was as planned.. Followed him to the bbq pit organized by his station colleaguez.. When we reached, it was onli Kak Herda, her hubby, Zaki n Aleesya.. They juz started unpackin.. Nothin was ready yet.. Sat down a while to catch my breath before proceedin into helpin dem... I head up towards Aleesya n helped her peel the corns while she cut dem into half.. Once done, we buttered in n wrap it in the aluminium foilz.. :) The first batch of bbq-ing was done by me n BF.. He did the fanning.. :) We ate n laughed alot.. It was a warming nite in which i really enjoied myself despite the fact i am still not feeling well.. Thanx alot everyone.. :))

Reached home n get down to business.. Pack up some stuffz 1zt so that later in e dae, i won't rush.. I added some to-do thingz in e list which was to head down to the post office at civic to collect my photocard liscense (yay..!!) n also to OCBC to withdraw the cash needed for the dae.. OMG..!! I'm freakin excited rite now.. Can't wait can't wait can't wait..!!!

Signin off : The Kitty Who Is Mad Excited..!!!

Saturdae Mode -____-

Morning2 bf told me that there are already planz for tomorrow nite - BBQ with his workmates.. I was told that i'm required to follow.. So i asked him if it was a request or wat... He saed - more like demanded by him for me to follow.. So ok la.. Of coz i'll follow.. So the plan was to bring my helmet to werk.. Ard 7.15 - 7.30 like dat den leave the office n meet him at Clementi.. He's based thr tomorrow.. If i dun intend to go all e wae, i can juz wait for him in the office till like 8.15-8.30pm?? But wat if, i dun intend to stae - how..? -__-

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Hah! It's almost the end of thursdae.. That's when the questions screamz in my head.. It's ONLI Thursdae..? Meanz 2mrw's Fridae.. Alah.. 1 more dae 2 go den it's Saturday... HmMmMm.. Slept for onli 3 hours plus n wow - i'm like hyper-active 2dae, despite i'm still unwell.. I'm not even a lil slpy.. Perhaps, i was racing my wae thru 2 complete the delivery for Monday.. N yes, i made it.. Eventho there are some add-onz.. Sheesh!

Work was fine overall.. No disturbance from anybody n i did manage to get my tasks done peacefully.. Heee... Had an extra serving during lunch tyme coz i was mad hungry.. Alah, it's juz extra scallop... The man was kind enuff to give 2 extras instead of 1.. Heheheheh.. & i juz had 2 pae $1 extra.. Cheap rite..?

In between the dae, bf told me that he has to go to the HQ to do some office thing.. He saed he could leave as early as 6pm.. Which to me was a gd news.. Provided! Thr is nothing else to do.. Praein real hard rite now.. Hehehe..

Last checked with him is that he has since made his wae to the HQ at ard 5... So hopefully, he getz to leave early.. Dun wanna hope too much, but sometimez, these lil thingz are wae beyond our control.. N summore if he were 2 tell me dat he'll leave late as per-normal - partly of coz i'll be upset.. But on the otha hand, juz take it like as if he's at werk lor... That's all i can do.. :)

Seriously, i'm already in my Saturdae mode.. Perhaps due to the planz that are eagerly waiting for us to proceed.. Heee... He informed me that he has already texted Aan that we are not attending the Tahlil n he requested urgent leave from the Team.. Cute siak... Didn't noe they practice that in the team.. Hehehe..

Time check: 5.24pm... I so badly wanna leave the place already...

Signin Off : The Kitty Who Is Not Onli In Her Saturdae Mode, But Also Her Lazy Mode

Combined Updatez

First n foremost, again, my condolences to Jufri aka Jup n his family, on the death of his beloved daddy.. Mae Allah bestow Jannah upon his soul.. Amin~

So on sat, was suppozed to follow bf to the bike shop get his pipe done (again), but he told me not to coz i was tired.. On fridae (in e wee hours of saturdae mornin), thr was a lil fight in which i didn't expect it to drag till mornin when the sun was up.. Truth is, i couldn't slp maebe bcoz i was guilty dat he doesn't wan me 2 follow on account i was tired.. Well, saper tak penat..? But it's the weekend seii.. Called him at ard 8+am n was told he juz had his shower.. He told me that he planned to leave the house ard 9.. Waited n waited, still no news.. Fell aslp for a few moment before i decided to text him.. He told me that the tymin haz changed n he'z leaving tat 10.40 instead.. Asal tak update ehk..? 0_o

At the bike shop, he doesn't text me much.. So here i was, at home, reading the book which he bought for me at esso near my werkplace.. :) Good book.. Read n read till i forgot the tyme... Quickly got up n had my bath.. Once done, received a text msg from him statin dat he's alreadi on e wae back home.. When he reached home, i juz finished putting on my outfit.. He told me dat he wanted to go to sembawang i think, to get some bike stuffs.. He planned to wash hiz bike with Aan.. He azked if i wanted to follow, which apparently, i declined the offer coz i haven't had my nailz done.. Next, he texted me again to notify that Jup's daddy has passed awae.. Plan was cancelled n they'll be heading down to Jup's place at nite.. I was jokingly askin him, if i could juz stae at home.. N kebam! The war startz again.. Haiz.. Long story.. To cut it short, when we meet up the very evening after he washed hiz bike, thingz are back 2 normal.. :) Luv u, yah~

When nite fallz, we head down to Jup'z place.. In my mindset was, k la.. Jup'z place.. As in umah dier sendiri.. So i came with short sleeve n no selendang at all... Skali sampai, SAPP!! It was hiz parent's blk.. Alamak!! Tak kene gaya beb~ Kuku itam, rambot perang, baju sumwat jarang.. MasyaAllah.. Wateva it iz, i juz had to tebalkan muker arh.. But den again, many ppl tot i was Chinese.. N since i spoke to bf in English, that gave them more assurance that i was Chinese.. Until, when it was the tyme 2 recite the prayers, they have their doubts... Hahahaha~ Tummy was rumbling like hell, i tell u.. When tyme was up, we planned to have supper.. Head down to Jalan Kayu, kesian kitorang tau.. Anak2 terbiar.. Nobody came up 2 serve uz.. Wat e heck!! So after much thiking, we went to Sakura @ Buangkok.. I had Mee Tom Yum Soup.. Power sia! Reached home at ard 2, fell aslp at ard 3 or 3.30am.. Set the alarm at 6.30am, but i overshot n woke up at 7.30am.. Panic jab aku.. Showered n pack the stuffz + make bf hiz tea while he go n shower.. Supposed to be at the place by 9.30am.. We left home juz nice to heat up the bike, meet Aan at hiz blk in which if we dun waste tyme, we can reach at 9.30am.. Skali Aan overslept daa.. Raini pon samer.. Hahahah..

Instead, we reached at ard 10am i think.. Waty n Elynn was thr.. Sit with them n talked wateva we Girls can talk abt.. Wat Elynn wore was, Mak Kau!!! Tak terfikir ke yg kau nih ngah melawat?? Haizz.. Dunnoe la ha.. The boiz escorted the coffin to the cemetery.. Wanted to follow bf, but waty offered to take a ride in her daddy in law's van.. So, ok lor... Dapat air cond.. Heheheh... In the van, i talked to Elynn, juz to distract her from the fact that she has the phobia of goin to the cemetery.. :) When everything was done, i reunited back with bf.. Yay~ Visited Aan's grandma n dad's grave along e wae.. Wanted to visit arwah tok man n pak long nyer jugak.. But i dunnoe whr la.. N i came unprepared.. So, next tyme.. So all i did was to sedekahkan Al-Fateha to each n every jasad lying in thr~Back at the place, we ate kari ayam with french loaf.. I helped myself to 3-4 servingz of the kari n as for the bread, quite a no of slices.. Hehehe.. After eating, was told to change into our uniform coz we're going to a wedding.. Sepatotnyer escort, but tak jadik..

We went to 2 Weddings... 1zt wedding place, i helped myself to lotsa brownies.. hehehehe... Bf luv em too... Sedap u noe~ Taklei angz~
2nd one, aiyo~ Bf was pissed with Ayie.. Kecoh2.. Tsk~
After that, we went bowling.. Uwee~~~ 1zt game, i performed pretty well.. Aan was impressed.. 2nd game, performance dropped real bad.. I sprained my thumb.. Adoi!!!

Fast forward.. Here i am, feelin pretty sick.. Bad sore throat.. Coughing like mad.. Bf is already fast aslp.. But here i am, still wide awake & it's already 3.30am.. I'm on medication, but i dun feel slpy~ Wat e hell seii.. Haizz.. Ayah, i noe u're gonna b pissed off with me for slpin late n sure u have questions like, asal tak tido? asal taklei tido? The ans to those questions is - I tak tau.. That's all.. Blergh~

Niwae, am so0o lookin forward to our 2nd honeymo0n prd this sat.. Planz have been laid out as early as last wk.. Hehehe.. Now is Thursdae.. 2 more daez to go..!! Yabe dabe do0o0o0o~~!!!

Oh n btw, i hate bf's schedule for this week.. It sux! Yucks!

Signin Off : The Kitty Who Wanz To Sleep, But Cannot Sleep.. -.-''

:: The Past, Sumthing In Between & What's New ::

A lot of thingz has been happenin in our livez lately.. The good, the bad  the ugly.. U name it.. We got it.. Be it at werk, at home or in between uz..

Let's start with me ferst..

Previously, things at werk were atrocious, i tell u.. It juz felt like breakin down n cry in front of e whole wide werld.. I was pretty much pushed too hard n also was tryin my very best to make things better.. Stayed back late every nw n den juz to finish up the tasks as much as i could.. There was once, the beginning, i had 2 stae till like 8.15pm juz to complete the tasks.. OMG~ BF was pretty pissed n upset with that.. But thank God he had an extra helmet with him at werk.. So he told me to wait for him.. While waiting, i was practically chillin n sumwhat enjoin the 'nitelife' in a office on a FRIDAE.. Hahahaha.. When BF arrived, he looked super HOT in his FULL uniform.. *Singin* Oh My Gosh~~~~ Ok fine.. Mengakal moment... *slurp*

After that, we head down to Teh Tarik for dinner.. We had a luvly chat during dinner.. Den he received a msg frm Hus n he stated that on dat very nite, thr was a jamming session.. Enader last minute thing... Told him 2 pass the session, but Hus juz kept pleadin him 2 come with the reason the vocal is comin ova.. So ok lor.. Went home right after that, showered, n met him back... To tell u the truth, the vocalist is nowhr near FAME..

Regarding him plak, is basically abt his mom nagging at him 2 get a part tyme job.. Y laze ard at home without any benefits bla bla bla... That's all i noe la kan.. :)

Next, abt us.. Things got pretty much outta hand lately.. There were lotsa fights between us despite we were already ok.. Within a few minutes or perhapz the next dae, we'll start 2 fight again.. Stuffs about gettin a car, abt me, abt him, anything la.. But yesterdae was the werst in our fights list.. Blame me n my foul mouth n PMS.. Haiyah~ I didn't mean to blurt it out coz 2 me, he's not dat kinda person.. He'z juz someone who demands attention whenever he can get any.. And dat onli happenz when he's with me.. Like physically.. So yeah.. He saed somethin hurtftul to me the night before n i made it sound twice as hurtful.. Sometymes i wonder if 'twice' is even the correct calculation.. Could be more den dat.. N yes, i shot him straight in his head, wishing that i could juz point the tip of the gun at my head n juz pull the trigger...But that's equivalent to givin up. I fought for his love so bad. I won't wanna risk everything by givin up..

So we talked the nite awae.. Tryin meanz n waez to settle everything, but it turned out that i'm creatin more problemz in between.. I juz feel like runnin up 2 him n hug him as tight as i could.. Haiz.. I gave him mindless terms n conditions which was in a wae extremely difficult to even sae it out.. But it was saed out aniwae.. Heart was heavy.. It hurts like hell.... I've hurt the man i luved s0o dearly.. This tyme round, it will leave a permanent scar on him.. What haf i done...??? I'm sucha BYTCH....!!!

N yesterdae was fine.. I guess... Met him at his carpark as per normal n had dinner with him.. I talked to him during dinner n shared with him details he nids to noe.. Den along the wae, thru the end, somethin happened.. He was not his oldself.. I could it.. I tried to be nice to him.. But it didn't work out. He was still distant towards me.. But den again, all i could do is juz face up 2 him n smile, assuring myself things are going to be juz fine..

At nite, we chatted on e fone awhile before he started to sing.. I was serenaded by hiz tone n juz remain quiet.. He sang n sang n i wished we could've hung up earlier or maebe i could juz crack my brainz n opened a dumb topic.. He asked me a question which realli hurts me alot.. I tried to avoid it, but comin to e end of the conversation, i juz told him i respected his decisions.. Thinking that he already saed 'gdbye', i juz hung up the fone.. He called me back n saed that i hung up on him again... Wat e heck~ Enader misunderstanding.. He wanted to talk abt it the very nite, but i was too slpy already.. My head was already thumpin like mad it could juz explode.. 

Woke up the very next day n noticed that his msgs were not sincere.. It felt like as if he was forced to msg me.. So i juz texted him that if his not willing to send any msgs, dun bother.. N kabo0m..! The fight continued.. Haishh... We were arguing all the wae from the moment i left home till e very moment i reached the office.. Due to e headache i had, i took a cab..

I juz told him wat was really happenin n wat i'm realli facing. I told him i was apologetic n juz wanz thingz to b the wae it was... I wan the old him back.. I HATE the new him.. I totally DESPISE that person... So i told him that unless i get the old raffi back n m realli assure i got him back, things will definitely b ok.. But den again, onli tyme will tell..

We've been fighting alot lately & it's extremely sucky.. Both of uz juz wan the honeymoon period back.. Coz i can c that e period has sumwhat ended.. I'm tryin my very bezt 2 get that period back.. All i wan is the man whom i used to chase 4 mnths ago like hell - juz to get his freakin attention..

I luv u, ayah.. Alot... More than u can eva imagine.. Despite there are moments i might not show how much u mean 2 me, but truth is, i'm willing to take e bullet for u..

Signing Off : The Kitty Who Wanz The Man Whom She Used To Chase 4 Months Ago

:: Jai Ho ::

Ouhkae.. Fine.. Tau la it's been a while since i last blogged in.. Hehehehe... So aniwae, here's the latest update on me, as well as the MAN himself.. =)

11 June was the happiest dae of his life - he passed his TP with 12 points.. 1 tyme, k? Despite the last min practicalz..!! He passed~ Yay.... N so, all hopez were pinned on me afta dat....

Mine waz 22 June, which was yesterdae.. Before the TP, in the morning, a massive issue occured at home..! Wat e heck....! Left home without gettin a gd luck hug frm ma n ayah.. Onli kakak gave me.. Still, i was in e wrong.. I can't expect any verbal contactz frm dem, let alone - physical.. So yeah.. BF was thr to encourage me all e wae... I got car no 85 - juz wat i wanted.. That waz my 3rd tyme takin TP.. During the real test, i got a nice TP man.. He guided me along e wae juz like an instructor.. Heheheheh.. Or maebe on account, i've been takin it 4 3x.. So perhapz, he juz wan me out of that skool.. =p I passed! With 6 pts! Yay!!!!!

At night, showed dad the result n he gave me a hug.. Hehehe.. Mom came back n saw e result, another hug.. Yay~ Ma saed dat when she comes back from her holidae at mersing, she wanz to rent a car... HmMmMm... Ouhkae lor..

Next, planning with BF to rent a car.. I wanna drive as much as he doez. Heheheh. Thinkin of gettin either a Honda Fit or Civic or City.. C la which one is affordable.. Renting frm fridae - mondae.. Hope we can realli get a car under P-Plate... *Prae hard2*

Signin Off : The Kitty Who Can Now Drive - LEGALLY.. Hell Yeah~!

That msg goes out to u too, ayah.... Hehehehe...

Random

Despite the massive huge fight we had yesterdae, it all ended juz e wae we want it to be - to be in each other'z armz again.. =)

So yeah, todae's saturdae.. Gettin used to staein at home in e dae already.. Waiting patiently for BF to finish werk.. Woke up at 2.30pm n greeted him a gd afternoon via sms.. He's e 1zt person to come across my mind e moment these lazy eyez are open.. Hehehehe... After a few sms, we talked over the fone.. The sound of hiz voice realli putz a smile on my face.. I realli luv him alot leii.. How i wished he's rite here with me now.. In e comfort of my own bed in a cold ro0m...

After we hung up, went to wash my face n brush my teeth.. Had my lunch n decided to watch the Frog Princess on Mio; followed by kinder bueno... I can't help it.. Chocolate is part of my drugs... Hehehehe... I still have lotsa chocolates in my room.. Not to mention, e sour strawberry stripz in which i bought like a while ago, is still in my ro0m.. Not even opened yet.. Y..? Bcoz, either i forgot all abt it or i was juz to0 bz with werk.. Nyeh~

Yay.. Ma called n told me dat she's gettin e biscuits.. The moment she saw the price, she was like - "OMG adeq!! I tot onli ur clothes are expensive.. Ur snackz to0...????'' It's juz once in awhile, mama.. =p But their nice rite...??? Sheesh!! Sometymes, u gotta invest a lil more to get somethin betta...

It's 6.40 now.. Approximately 3 hours more before i can reunite with baby luv!!

Signing Off : The Kitty Who Is Juz Lazing Ard At Home In The Comfort Of Her Own Bed

My Poor Baby

And so, baby is upset n depressed of the tings that are goin on his life.. He feelz realli down at dis very moment due to various issues.. He needs me - really bad.. But i feel bad myself coz i can't be thr for him... Thr he is, in e comfort of him own home, thinkin of all e things he could think off, waiting for me patiently to finish e dae at werk... Here i am, at werk, basically hafta complete wateva tasks assigned to me & at e same tyme, wanting to be thr for him.. But wat can i do? Juz hafta wait for e dae to pass by asap.. Coz each n every moment in my life, is alwayz waiting for e dae for me to reunite back with him.. It's in hiz armz whr i belonged..

I miss you~

Signin Off : The Kitty Who Noez That Her Master Yearns For Her Now

The Battle Begins..

Came to work as per normal, was hoping for a dae like monday - eazy breezy... Until, kabam! Joanne dropped e bomb abt an email sent by Matthew.. Werkin on weekends? WTH..! So e stories goes like dis...

Joanne, Dawn & I are back ups for Rachelle.. We're handling SR Tix n goodness me! The outstanding no of tix is extremely outrageous.. Did as told & emailed Rachelle e provisioned tickets - awaiting reply from her to place dem in e schedule.. The thing iz : There is NO machine name & Deployment Date.. How m i supposed 2 close e damn tix? Time is running out..? I have no idea.. Haiyah!

Was pretty pissed on certain parts of e dae.. I mean, c'mon la.. U're e one delayin everything... Do somethin~~ I wanna close this damn tix already! ARMs & Agencies are also enader issue.. Process the GEMs already will u!!! Get it provisioned so that i can move on!

Told BF bout sat dat i MIGHT need to come back to werk.. Half dae, full dae - i dunnoe.. Let's see how e process goes.. N boy was he pissed.. I'm sorie baby.. This team is sloggin their guts out to get this damn thing closed n done with.. I m seriously confused on certain occasions, depressed on enader & feel like screamin at her to place dem in schedule..! 

Signing Off : The Kitty Who Is Now Sharpening Her Claws In Case Of Any Attacks -.-